The Story of Me

i can do it!!! maybe!

well i have to get over nick if i like it or not... i only have one friend helping get over him. im really gratfull of them. i would be miserable without em.

This friend is a boy, he's the first boy that ever seen me be my true self. hes never judged me. hes the first boy i ever got really comfortable with. im closer with him, than i ever was nick. he does get the attention of a lot of girls. yes it pisses me off, only because i dont like to share my best friends. every time i end up sharing my bestfriends, they stop being my best frinend and become someone elses.

okay lets call him.... Laim. so i only have to share Laim with his girlfriends... 99.99% of the time his girlfriends dont like me. pffsst i could care less if ya'll like me, youre just mad cause he will always come back to me when he is done with your sorry asses. then again hes not the only boy who runs back to me after a girlfriend. i guess im that kind of person that people can just come back to... it makes me feel like a mom sometimes. Laim and i have been really close, i mean REALLY close. Not as far as... sex, but somethings close. we trust eachother with eachother. thats kinda part of being really comfortable with him and only. im was to scared to trust nick... maybe thats why he left me. ugh that depressing. But Laim is the only person i can really trust other than my friend Kassy <3. Laim is... well became a big part of my life in the last three years. he is the only boy ive trusted in a longest time.

idk where i going with this now... but yeah...