The Story of Me

The Straw The Broke The Camels Back

After a year and a half
Me and Alex broke up.

He doesn't love me anymore
But I still love him. He's the love of my life, and I hate him for it. I wish I didn't love him. I wish I wasn't in so much pain. I wish that he still loved me. I wish his family loved me. I wish he wasn't so embarrassed of me.
I wish he wasn't such an asshole and a smart ass. Just fuck.

I wanted him to be the father to my kids. Now I don't think I'll ever have kids. He broke my spirit, and I have to act like I'm okay. Tell people that I'm fine while I breaking inside.

Fuck you for making fall in love with you just so you can break me all over again. I'm so broken you made think it's all my fault and I have to say sorry.

You to tell me I said sorry a lot, it's because you made me that way.

You built me back up. You were my foundation, you gave me confidence, made me love the skin I was in. Just so you can leave and said the truth hurts as I crumbled before and you didn't seem to notice.

Alexander W. Sokolowski: The boy who broke down my walls, built me stronger, then broke down me down to nothing.

Thank you for the great times, I'll cherish them, and thank you for the bad times, I only hope I'll learn from them.

~xHEREx~
●Better Known As●
         [Leslie]