Youtuber Oneshots

Valentine's Day- VanCat

"I miss you. Playing games isn't the same as when it's just us talking. Please call me when you can." Sighing, Evan left the voicemail and hung up. He tried not to cry as he thought about Wildcat and the distance growing between them. The still played games together for YouTube, but Tyler never gave him alone time anymore. He barely text or called, unless it was about recording. Vanoss was starting to question why they even got together in the first place. Eight months together. The first seven, they were going strong, and Evan felt like their relationship was getting serious. But this past month only tells him that's not how Tyler feels.

"I'll give him until eight tonight." Evan told himself, setting the phone down. He didn't have any plans to record, so he just busied himself while he waited for Tyler to call. As eight neared, his hope was depleting. Tyler hadn't contacted him all day.

Two o'clock in the morning, and Evan couldn't sleep. He was fed up, and the pain in his chest was going nowhere. He'd finally lost all hope of fixing things with Tyler. What was the point if he was the only one trying to hold them together. He snatched up his phone and dialed the familiar number. Straight to voicemail. Just like it had been the past month. The beep sounded and Evan took a deep breath.

"We're over Tyler. I'm sick of being the only one who puts effort into this. Seems like you gave up a month ago, when you started getting distant with me. Why I've given you so much time, I don't know. I guess I was just hoping you'd come around. I'm so stupid. Just... lose my number." Evan hung up and fell back on his bed, silent tears rolling down his cheeks. Even though he knew it needed to be said, that didn't make the words come out any easier. It really hurt, and Evan had no clue he'd cope without his best friend, the man he'd began to fall in love with. Instead, he was just left falling.

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Tyler sat back on his couch, tears threatening to fall. He checked his messages when he woke up that morning. The last one from Evan left him speechless.

He knew he'd been distant with his boyfriend lately, focusing so much on YouTube and trying to make his subscribers happy. He forgot to make his boyfriend happy. He didn't think he'd been such a terrible boyfriend that Evan would leave him. Sure, he thought maybe they'd fight, but he'd apologize and things would be good. Thinking back, Tyler realized he'd passed up any opportunities for a fight to even happen. The many voicemails from Evan, asking him to call. The texts saying Evan needed to talk to him. Now realizing, Evan's been trying to hard to have the chance to talk things out with him and fix things, and he ignored them. Grabbing his laptop, he booked a flight before running to his room to pack.

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Evan was hurt beyond belief. Tyler didn't even respond to the break up message. Evan let his tears fall freely as he held onto his short, black hair. Tyler really didn't care about him. At least, that's how he felt.

Tyler stood in front of the door to the home he'd never been to, but knew of from sending a birthday gift a few times. He held the lilies and roses in one hand, a few balloons attached to them. It was Valentine's Day, of course. Hopefully his lucky day. He waited nervously, his foot tapping, having rung the doorbell moments before.

"Hel- Go away." Evan stopped midsentence, his face hardening. He moved to shut the door, but Tyler stopped it with his free hand.

"Evan, please, I'm sorry-"

"So what? Flowers, balloons, and a half-assed apology after ignoring me for a month is gonna make me forgive you? After what you've put me through? Go fuck yourself."

"Please, just hear me out!" Tyler could feel his heart breaking. He'd never seen Evan so angry and hurt.

"What makes you think you even deserve that?! You didn't give me the time of day!" Evan snapped, tears finally dripping from his eyes as his voice cracked. He seemed like a buff, strong guy. But right now, this was the most broken Tyler had ever seen him. And he hated himself for it.

"You're right, I don't deserve it. But you do, okay? You deserve to know why I've been such an asshole, and how sorry I am, even if you don't want me back. You and I both know you want closure." Tyler was right. Evan sighed, crossing his arms and looking away from him. "I'm sorry. I was so focused on YouTube and trying to update more for subscribers, that I forgot about you and making you happy. I'm a shit boyfriend. Because you deserve the fucking world and more, and I never gave that to you. But I love you Evan, more than I could say. There's nothing I regret more than hurting you and ignoring you. I never meant for it to be like this. I fucked up. I really did. And I'm so fucking sorry." Tyler choked out as tears ran down his cheeks.

"Are those for me?" Evan asked after a moment. Tyler nodded with a sad smile, handing him the bouquet. Evan smelled their sweet smell and smiled, glancing up at Tyler. "How sweet. Too bad I'm allergic to bullshit." Evan immediately frowned and threw them back at Tyler, slamming the door shut.

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A/N: So uh... you guys wanted VanCat xD