Assalaamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.
When you think what's the point? The endless thoughts telling you you'll never be good enough. You've never deserved any love and you won't ever receive any. Not even Allah. He doesn't need to waste His efforts on you as He has others who are way better. Others who actually obey Him as they should. Not on you who doesn't even know how to do things properly. Not you who stumbles after every step.
He doesn't accept your good the thoughts say. He's the Almighty. He has no need of you and no one else does. He is self-sufficient you remind yourself but you have every need of Him.
The number of times you try convincing yourself it's just Shaitan wanting the same fate for you as he will receive. But no matter how many times they keep on coming back. You try and you fail. And after a few times you begin to question.
Oh Allah give us the strength to move on and please you.
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SpiritualA compendium of what we've truly been blessed with. Even the little things count, so make sure you thank the Creator with every breath. Cover credits: @Hijabi-for-Life
