#onedirection #imagines+prefrences

#LiamPayne #sad

A/N: To give the full affect please listen to who you are by Jessie J, if you suffer from self harm, please don't, you are beautiful and there are people who care for you

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Liam' s P.O.V:

Here we go again, me and y/n are fighting again. "For God sakes all we do is fight in this fucking relationship, mabey we should just split up." I shout as I run my hand through my hair. "I HATE you Liam James Payne!" She shouted as she goes to the door. "GOOD I HOPE YOU DIE YOU BITCH!"I scream, she looked at me with tears in her eyes. "Maybe I will, I trusted you Li, you promised." She said as she stormed out the house. Oh crap.

*10 months earlier*

Me and y/n were in the middle of a tickle fight, when her top lifted up, then me, being a typical lad went to check her out, but I didn't like what I saw. "Why?" I asked as tears brimmed my eyes. "I-I'm sorry Li, I can explain." I wait for her to respond. "It's, just, I-I get bullied a-and people tell me to die a- and so this is the next best thing to dying s-so y-yeah." She shrugged and I hugged her. "Promise, never to do it it again, I love you and that's all that matters okay." I whispers and I kissed her from behind, "I will never do it as long as you love me Li." "Well then you will never do it again I promise to always love you." I say kissing her.

*Now*

I need to find her, before she does anything stupid.

Your P.O.V:

I ran home as fast as I could and went to the place I kept the piece of metal that I cut myself with, it was rusty, which would help a lot I run the cool metal down my delicate skin and I feel relif flow out my body, I do this a couple of times, but it didn't do the trick, like it used to. I go to the cabinet and get 5 of my strongest pain killers, I know you are supposed to take 10 but as I said, these are my strongest and they are like, extra extra strong ones I got from a market in Irran. "You wanted me dead, your wish is my command, love you Li." I say. I'm about to pour the pills in my mouth when...

Liams P.O.V:

"You wanted me dead, your wish is my command, love you Li." I hear her say, I couldn't take it any more, I burst into the room to see her nearly poor 5 pills in her mouth. "Stop!" I screamed and ran over to her and got the tablets chiming them in the loo. "Don't you ever do that again." I whispers as I pulled her into my chest, I could here her sobs. "I am so sorry, I love you, I love you, I love you." I Chanted. "I'm so sorry." She whispered before crying in my chest again. She lifted her head up and wiped her eyes I looked down to see blood on my shirt. "Babe give me your arms." I say, I could see she was too much of a wreck to protest so she showed me her arms and I gasped. All over her arms was cuts, but the most noticeable one was my name carved in capital letters. I couldn't take it anymore, I hugged y/n and cride, please don't, I love you please." I gave her a kiss on the lips. "I promise Li." "I lobe you so much my little soldier." I whispered before kissing all of her scars and then her lips. "I love you to Li Li." She whispered.