#onedirection #imagines+prefrences

#imagine Niall Horan: I killed Niall Horan

I sit here with his four best friends, his brother, his Mum and Dad. We are all mourning, together in Nialls Funeral, a death caused by me, his girlfriend, the one that he called his only love.

*flashback*

I had dated Niall for 2 and 1/2 years and everything was going perfect, of course I had hate from fans and people saying that he is cheating, but I trusted Niall 100 per cent. One day I had got home from work and Niall was in the shower when his phone buzzed and as we told each other everything, I naturally looked to see who it was. My eyes widened as I saw Nialls ex Jo flash up to the screen, I unlocked it to see what she wanted. "So see you tonight? Around 8? Have a new position I want to try on you ;). Xxxxx" I felt tears in my eyes as I looked through all of their flirty text messages. Then Niall came out of the shower. "Hey babe." He said as went to kiss my cheek but I moved away. "What's up baby?" He asks innocently. "Why No? How could you. With that whore?" I barely whisper, his jaw opens as he sees his phone in May hand. "Babe, I-im so sorry let me ex..." I gave him a dirty look. "No Ni, I know what I saw, I can't trust you anymore. I didn't think you would cheat, but cheating with her?that's the lowest of low." I shout as o go to leave. "But..." "No Niall, save your energy for shagging that slag." Than I ran to God knows where, but somehow I ended up at Liams, the closest to me out of the four boys who were Nialls band mates. I knocked on the door and Liam answered straight away and when he saw me there crying he pulled me into a hug and asked me what's wrong. "It's Niall. He's been shagging that bitch Jo." I breathed and I could see his soft, Brown eyes turn into dark, angry eyes. "Stay here, I will sort him out." He almost growled. "Li.." he looked back. "It's fine, honest babe." He pulled me into another hug and left.

Half an hour later Liam arrived back at his and I was still on his sofa crying. "You okay?" He asked. I looked up at him and he sighed. "Well? What happened? What did he say? What did he do?" I asked panicky. "He was destroyed Y/N I had never seen him like that, he told me that he was stupid and he hated himself he loves you with all his heart and um, I invited him over to here in a hour..." my eyes widened. "Y-you invited him o-over? How could you Li, I trusted you!" I cride hitting him on the chest, which I instantly regretted as his rock hard abs hurt my fist and yelped, Liam chuckled and hugged me. "Your too funny babe, now go get dressed, you can borrow some comfey joggers and a hoodie, it's only casual." I whispered a thanks and ran up to Liams room and got changed just in time for Niall. As I went down I saw him on t he sofa waiting for me, I tensed and sat on the chair opposite and aquaredly looked over to him"listen, ba- Y/N I-im sorry ease forgive me she dragged me into it and..." I looked at him, "no No she didn't, it was your choice and you chose her, it would of been fine if you had broken up with me, but you didn't you cheated and you were disloyal, I trusted you Ni and I don't think I can anymore and that hurts, so I think it would be best to go our separate ways..." I looked away so he couldn't see me crying. "But..." he began. "No Niall, don't just please, leave." He stood up and hung his head down in dismay as he began to walk out. "I still love you." He whispered before leaving. As he left I let the tears flow freely down my face as Liam walked in. "That was intense, come here babe." Liam whispered as I stood up and hugged him and he shushed me.

*one week later.*

I was in Liams front room on Twitter when him, Louis, Zayn and Harry rushed in. "Y/N, it's Niall, he's in hospital, he has tried commuting suicide and nearly succeded." They practicly screamed. I froze, he may of done what he did but he's still my baby. "You, you mean, he um well we umm I NEED TO SEE HIM." I start crying hysterically and Harry held me all the way to the car and when we got there. As soon as we had got there and I saw him I pulled away from Harry and rushed over to him. "Oh my God, me poor, poor baby oh my God Ni." I cry at his almost lifeless body his eyes was closed. I started shaking. "This is all my fault, I'm so sorry please wake up please." I had begged. I was by his side for what seems hours when the moniter started beeping really fast. "Niall, No, baby? " after that it was all a blur of doctors and shouting. All I remember was crying and crying and then the two words that still pains me "I'm sorry."

*Present*

So there we were at his funeral. "This is my fault I'm such a idiot." I whisper to the boys "we swear, it's not and don't worry we will look after you okay?" Louis promised. I sighed. I really couldn't take it anymore, I ran to the back of the cemetery and took out ten pills "I LOVE YOU NIALL JAMES HORAN!" I screamed at the top of my lungs before I chucked the pills in my mouth and swallowed them each one of them slowly killing me.