#onedirection #imagines+prefrences

#imagne #LiamPayne immune to pain

A/N this may have self harm in, if you do self harm, please message me I will always be there for people you are all beautiful and have people out there who love you

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Emily's P.O.V:

Dear Liam Payne,

So here I am, once again, asking for your help, today I tried to eat, but I just couldn't the same girl called me fat again, I ran to the loo and forced myself to be sick. I'm really sorry Liam, I cut myself today, three on my right arm, two on my left, I know I should stop Liam, but I can't.

Sincerely yours

A broken Emily Puckett x

I am Emily Puckett and I am broken, my mum left me and my father and now he is an abusive drunk, I get bullied by everyone at school and I self harm, my only escape? Music.Well to be more specific, one direction. I feel I can only feel beautiful when I listen to their lyrics and I feel some sort of security with them, which is why I started sending letters to Liam, I would tell him every two weeks how I was doing, about my situation, always hoping for a reply, but never receiving one.

I get up from my bed and find an envelope, before putting my letter in and sealing it, after writing the fanmail address on the envelope and heading out to the post box. "Please reply." I whisper, closing my eyes for good luck and putting my letter through the flap.

Liam' s P.O.V:

Today was our day off and I decided to read annual with the boys, we were about a third of the way through, when Louis propped up. "Here Li, another one from the same address as the last ones from this year. I sigh, there is always one girl who sends me a letter each week, but I never get to read them. "Okay, I will go put it with the others." I state before standing up. "Eh Liam lad, mabey you should read her letter, I mean there must be a reason why she is always sending letters just to you..." Niall says and I realise he is right, I open the letter and begin to read. On the top was the return address and then the letter started.

Dear Liam Payne,

So here I am, once again, asking for your help, today I tried to eat, but I just couldn't, the same girl called me fat again, I ran to the loo and forced myself to be sick. I'm really sorry Liam, I cut myself today, three on my right arm and two on my left, I know I should stop Liam, but I can't

Sincerely yours

A broken Emily Puckett x

My eyes began to water and my heart bro me a bit, "Liam lad, are you okay?" Zayn asked and I sniffed, wiping a tear that threatened to fall. "Y-yeah, I think I need to check out all of these other letters this girl has been sending me." I say standing up and walking over to my room where I had all of her letters. Over about two hours I had read all of her letters, from the first one, where she introduced herself to the one that I had got about two hours ago.

I need to meet this girl.

I walk into the living room and all the boys look up at me, "are you okay Payno?" Harry asked and I sniffed again before nodding. "Yeah" I whisper, "I need to take a trip somewhere tomorow, alone." I say and they nod.

*The next day*

And I am driving to Emily's, it should hopefully be a surprise, so fingers crossed, a I arrive into her nabor hood I could see how rough it was and that got me even more worried about her. I finaly stopped in front of her flat. It looked quite old, the windows had cracks in them and there was no curtains. I sigh, feeling guilty about my life compared to her a, I took a deep breath before knocking on the door, o just hope her dad isn't in, from what I have read, if I met up with him it could be the last time the world sees Liam James Payne...