Choosing Sides .: Poe Dameron and Kylo Ren:.

Nightmare

I walked down the halls, ignoring everyone that tried to say 'good job' or 'hey'. Suddenly I heard a strange roar, I looked up, it was Chewie. I quickly wiped the tears off of my cheek and looked up at him forcing a smile. He moaned looking concerned.

"I'm alright." I said pushing past him. His hairy arm wrapped around my waist, stopping me and pulling me into a furry hug. I broke down. Everything just hit me and broke me. Guilt and the Force were ripping me apart. I felt like a weak child, but it felt better then what I felt before.

I looked up at Chewie teary eyed and thankful still in the hug. I rested my chin on his warm furry chest.

"Thanks Chewie." I said softly. "I needed that." Chewie moan talked as if to say 'yeah don't mention it'

I backed away and wiped my teary cheeks. Chewie patted my shoulder supportively. I smiled and walked past him. I really just needed to be alone. Something suddenly bumped into my leg. I looked down. It was BB-8. He was beeping excitedly. My eyes widened, my problems leaving my head.

"What?! They found the rest of the map!?" I asked. The droid confirmed. I turned on my heel and smiled to myself. I continued walking. I turned into a maintenance closet. I hadn't noticed that BB-8 was following me until he got caught in the sliding metal door.

"BB-8 why are you following me?" I asked him, He beeped in response. "You can't find Poe? He's in his room, I just left him there." I said. The droid beeped again. "Alright, you can stay with me."

I sat down on the floor criss crossed. BB-8 rolled up next to me.

"Just keep it down." I said warning the droid. He beeped and nodded.

I closed my eyes and slipped into meditation.

I saw a girl. She was about 13 and she had a short Padawan's braid hanging from her red hair that was pulled into a tight pony tail, not yet long enough to hang over her shoulder but it had a few beads on it. Impressive for a girl of her age.

I noticed her surroundings, she was standing in a flaming city, the walls crumbling around her, two clones standing at her side. She cried out, raising her hands to her mouth.

"Master!" She cried out, her voice shaky and scared.

"Ikka!" A male voice yelled from behind me, the girl turned around, I saw the tears on her cheeks and filling her eyes, she was clutching to her lightsaber tightly.

The man ran past me and grabbed onto the girls arms, he was young too, maybe 22, probably younger.

"Ikka we have to leave, there are too many, the clones, they're loosing we must retreat." He said sounding almost desperate.

"Vaz, what about the clones, we need to help them get off of the planet too." She said. The clones seemed to get a message, they held their finger to their ears and nodded. They looked at each other.

"Ikka I won't lose you, I... Not again." Vaz said, obviously in pain. Ikka looked up at him, a tear streaked through the ash and soot on her face. Vaz pulled her into an emotional hug. The clones raised their blasters, aiming them at the pair. I tried to call out, I tried to save them, but the air had been taken from my lungs and I couldn't speak.

The clones shot.

The Padawan and the Master fell to the ground.

I was pulled out, lights flashed before my eyes, colors and shapes went by too fast for me to comprehend. I tried to wake up, terrified, but I couldn't.

I landed hard on marble. A Jedi was standing in the middle of the room, he was standing in a simple bedroom at a desk. He looked distressed. He slammed his fist down on the table angrily. I don't think I'd ever felt such anger since... Kylo. But he wasn't Kylo, no he was much more powerful.

He looked at something in his hand, it looked like a string with beads on it. He closed his fingers around it and tucked it into his wrappings.

I was pulled out again, this time was way more intense. I shook and tried to scream but I couldn't I didn't know what to do.

A man was standing on a mountain surrounded by water, wind whipping his robe. He was powerful with the force. He turned to me, he had a beard and cobalt blue eyes and he seemed to.. actually see me.

Suddenly there was a flash of white and I heard yelling.

It was my own.

My eyes adjusted and I saw a mans face over mine. He had black hair and a handsome face, he looked at me concerned.

"Asha! Asha!!" He was yelling. I stopped yelling, I was drenched in sweat and tears were pouring down my face. As I got my bearings I realized it was Poe. He pulled me into his chest and I sobbed into his jacket for a few minutes. He finally spoke. "Asha, what happened? What's wrong?" Poe asked.

"T-That's never happened before." I said weakly.

"What do you mean? You were out for 2 days! We looked for you everywhere!" He said, speaking at a mile a minute. "I thought you were gone."

Not dead, gone. He thought I went back to the First Order.

"Poe... I'm sorry." I said pulling out of his embrace. He placed his hand on the crook of my neck sweetly and looked into my eyes. Then I realized how hungry I was. "Can we get some food, I'm starving." I said.

"Yeah of course." Poe said. He stood up and pulled me up by the hand with him. My legs felt like jelly but I stood up despite it. BB-8 was shut down in the corner.

"Come on BB-8." Poe said, the droid turned on and beeped happily. We started walking and the droid followed. We walked to the cafeteria. Everyone looked up at us when we walked in. I was a sweaty mess and I was suddenly very self conscious. I tugged at the sleeves of my jacket nervously. I was suddenly tackled. It was Rey. She hugged me tight, she was in different clothes. She was wearing some sort of grey vest outfit. She hugged me tightly.

"What happened we couldn't find you!" She said pulling away.

"I uh, got lost in a way." I said. An old man walked up behind her-- It was the old man, the old man from my vision. I stumbled back at the sight of him, he looked surprised to see me too.

"I know you." He stated.

"I saw you, at the temple, you appeared to me in a vision years ago." He said.

"You just appeared to me in a vision." I said wide eyed.

"It appears we were destined to meet." He said. "I'm Luke Skywalker." He said.