"Lucy what the hell" Cameron pushes my hair back and looks at me angry with tears streaming down his face. "I need to know so I can help"
"Cameron that's the problem you can't help!!! You can't do anything about anything or anyone" I'm screaming and when I finished I instantly regretted it.
"What do you mean I can't, I can try and if I fail at least I tried to help!!"
"Remember our little first date when you told me if you didn't vent it would end up blowing up in your face?!"
" yeah " I whisper quietly
"Vent right now"
"Why?"
"Just do it"
"Fine when I was about seven I moved to New Orleans, and I had made way to many enemies. The most infuriating one of all was Lyndsey Taylor. We both fought with each other until we got out of high school and we both went out separate ways when we got to college. She would do anything to make sure I was stressed out and broken down. When we were at the piano downtown in the crowd I tried avoiding her but Lyndsey was standing there with a small pocket knife in her hand. I've told her to leave me alone but all she does is make me more depressed by saying I'm worthless and ugly and just a downright piece of shit. But I can't seem to get away from it all, and that's why I've tried killing myself and using blades and cutting as my only source of power."
"Lucy I....I didn't.... I didn't I feel so bad." Cameron's face was full of pity and I hated it when people looked at me as though I was a hurt puppy. He turned away and stared out the window
"Cameron?"
"What?" He sounded angry almost but I couldn't quite sense it.
"I'm sorry that you found me."
He turns to look at me as I sit right beside him.
"Shut up you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I wouldn't trade for the sun moon earth stars or fame money or family for you. I love you Lucy. You are so beautiful intelligent and everything else." He smashes his lips onto mine and begins to kiss me passionately.
I couldn't figure out how to get my hands out from under him with the position we were in with him on top of me kissing me. He starts to undress me and we hear the door start to open Aaron, Jacob, Nash, Hayes, Dylan, Shawn, and Carter rush into the room and they instantly stop as they see me crying with cam on top of me kissing me.
"Dammit are you serious!" Cameron whispers
He grabs a blanket from the bed and wraps it around me. It smelled like cam and it smelt really good.
"Wrong time" carter says to cam
"Cover Shawn Hayes and Jacobs eyes quick" Dylan yells.
Shawn Hayes and Jacob all struggle to get Dylan off.
I try getting up and sneaking to the other side of the bed to grab my shirt and joggers. Luckily that's all cam had taken off. Nash steps on the blanket and it came off because I wasn't ready.
"What the hell!!!" I try getting under as much blanket as possible but it was much considering how Nash had a ball of it in his hands.
Shawn rushes over and wraps me up again in a different blanket and punches Nash in the face. Nash stirs a bit and Shawn and cam carry me to the room. Cam barricades the door as Nash and Aaron pound on the door wanting to come in. Shawn covers his eyes as I carefully slip in my joggers and the sweatshirt that was laying on the side of my bed.
"It's all covered" Cam doesn't relax himself because Nash and Aaron were still pounding on the door.
I run up and hug Shawn and cam tenses even more then I had ever seen him tense up. I start to cry and Shawn hugs me back and strokes my hair.
"Thank you"
"No problem baby girl"
Cameron tenses up at shawns response and Shawn seems to notice he lets go instantly and whispers "sorry"
"Shawn take Cameron's spot real quick"
Shawn and Cameron switch spots and I lead Cameron into the bathroom that's as attached to my room.
"Did you want to be my girlfriend or Shawns, is it because he's more protective and he loves you more, or am I just not good enough."
"No cam it's just I was almost punched in the face and I felt embarrassed in front of all of them being halfway naked. And he was there so I just gave him a hug and said thank you. I wouldn't give you up like that you'd have to do something terribly wrong in order to make me leave. Cameron I love you"
"Oh....I'm sorry" he looks down at the floor.
I pick up his chin and smash myself against him wrapping my legs around him kissing him and moaning and laughing as his touch tickles me.
"I love you Lucy"
"I love you Cam"
We walk out of the bathroom and Nash and Aaron have left but Shawn is sitting on the couch crying.
"Can I go comfort him? I promise if I kiss or hug him I will do twice the same to you. And I want to finish what we started soon okay babe"
"Okay you have my permission just don't get to attached he's Been known to have soft lips." Cam laughs and I kiss him on the cheek."
I walk over and sit on Shawn as though he wasn't there.
"Okay one down three to go. What's wrong"
" I just wanted to know that you were going to be okay. I um sort of like you Lucy."
"Oh Shawn, love I um I don't know what to do. Cameron and I are uh."
"I know I just want to know that you're happy and that you are going to be okay and safe"
"I promise that if anything happens you will be one of the first people I tell if anything goes wrong."
"That sounds good"
"Okay?"
"Okay..."
I kiss Shawn on the cheek and give him a hug. I smile at him and he wipes his tears and smiles back.
"Come with me real quick....Cameron get your ass in here."
I find Nash and Aaron outside the room and I ask Cameron and Shawn to hold each of them down.
"Strip them then send the fans in!"
Shawn and cam look at each other and smile then get to ripping heir clothes off. They finish within five minutes and the girls are already rushing upstairs with no security. Cameron Shawn and I run inside and cam and Shawn watch tv as I go to bed.
"I love you both goodnight."
