The dream it's coming back.
I sat there hyperventilating as the plane was about to come to a landing.
"Are you okay, Ms."
"Yeah, I'm sorry just a little traumatised"
"Ok then"
I hurriedly get off the plane with my stuff trailing behind me as I run up to my dad and engulf him in a hug.
"Hey sweetie, Mom told me she booked a hotel for you. Is it fine if I take you there now so you can settle down?"
"That would actually be really nice, thanks dad"
At times like this I didn't know if he was faking or not.
We arrive at the hotel about 15 minutes later I tell my dad I don't feel good and maybe I could just stay in.
"I'm totally fine with that sweat heart and I'm sure ur a little bit tired from the flight as well so I will come pick you up tomorrow for breakfast how does that sound?"
"Amazing as always"
I leave with my stuff and get checked in I'm given a key to a room on the top floor across from a slightly larger than life suite.
Oh this should be good
I throw what I was holding down on the floor and I instantly jump on the desk and fly off onto the bed checking to make sure it was comfortable.
I grab my phone out of my pocket and I txt Amelia asking her to tell mom everything was going just fine.
A: She asked if you had needed any tampons/pads
L: Tell her that if I do I will buy them. I have to go Tell mom I love her. No sex remember your still only 14
A: Yeah Yeah Yeah whatever remeber what I said about cam and that he was supposedly going to be there?
L: Yeah I do but I gotta go love you sugarplum
A: Love you to fotard and thanks for the new Hollister jeans and The joggers from adidas
L: Your welcome
I get off and I hear screaming down the hallway just what I needed my head started pounding and I was losing control over my mind again racing back and fourth to the moments in my life where my adrenaline was racing through my veins and I thought this was the end. I go to the bathroom and thankfully since they had one there I didn't have to go ask the front desk for a glass.
I take an anxiety pill in hopes that would lower my adrenaline rush.
I walk out of the room and the door to the suite room is open. Ughhhhh I was hoping to go down to the lobby to see if they had any but people will see me.
I go back into the room slamming the door because I was tired as fuck. The last thing I remembered was me jumping into bed with my clothes from that day on and drifting onto sleep.
A/n: yeah I know it's really bad but ya Know gotta love the haters
