- fast forward 6 months -
"CAM WHAT THE HELL HOW COULD YOU!"
"WELL WHEN YOU'RE COMPLAINING ALL THE TIME I CANT BEAR IT ANY LONGER!"
I can't believe him. I'm six months pregnant and he cheated on me. We still haven't gotten married yet.
"LUCY EVERYDAY ALL YOU WANT IS TO FEEL GOOD AND TO STAY AT HOME AND DO NO SHIT AT ALL!"
I'm in tears and an angry Cameron is in front of me with his fists clenched. I'm holding my tummy and I run up the stairs to the bathroom. I grab my anti depressant pills and a pen and paper and lock myself while starting the tub.
I start to write my letter with tears streaming down my face
To my Dear families and friends
When you read this I will have already passed the fiery gates of hell. I know I wasn't the best daughter or the best friend or best soon to be wife and mom but you all were special to me. The people of my past knew what I went through and the secret will die with them. I'm sorry I made all of your lives pure shit. Thank you ❤️
Love Lucy
I finished writing the note and left it on the counter
"Lucy please don't come on I'm sorry I'm just a little frustrated."
"No Cameron I can't live with how you hurt me"
"Lucy I'm sorry please open up I need you I need the child I need us"
"Then if you needed me why did you go fuck another girl?"
"Lucy you know I was drunk and someone drugged me, you know I wouldn't hurt you."
"How will I know that you won't do it again?"
"Push the blade under the door"
I open the door immediately.
"Cam, sorry won't do it anymore" I run to the bedroom grab a couple things and head for the door.
Cam grabs my wrists and yanks me towards him
"Lucy stop" his hands clenched around my wirsts were starting to burn.
"Why do you just want me to be hurt again?" Tears streamed down my face
"Lucy look at me, sit down." I sit down with a frown on my face.
He walks over to the speaker and turns on guitar music.
"Cam what is this?"
"When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind broke his own heart and watched as he tried to reassemble it, and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget, and that was the day that I promised Id never sing of love if it does not exist, but darling you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception."
He takes my hand and dances around the room wth me while singing the song
"Sing with me"
I laugh a little and lay my head on his chest and our voices collaborate and he vibrates against me with out voice.
"Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts, and we've got to find other ways to keep it along keep a straight face and I've always lived like this keeping it comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I am content with loneliness cause none of it was ever worth the risk."
Cam twirls me around his finger and into his arms and holds me.
"You are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception."
He dips me and dances me through the instrumental and deep down I couldn't wait for the next part.
I hold his hands close to my chest but in mine in the same time. But he takes the part and makes me breathless
"Ive got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here."
I take away his part and I slowly start to cry
"I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up, leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream. Woah!"
And when we get to the chorus he dances me around the room and cries into the crook of my neck
"You are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception. You are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing and oh I am on my way to believing."
I hold him tight and cry.
"Oh my god! That was thee most cutest thing this is heartbreaking. I'm in tears and I think I can speak for Sierra here who has her hands covered over her eyes." Cassie stands in the door way with spilled Starbucks and her bag.
Cam lets go of me and goes to Sierra.
"Hey sissy what's wrong?"
"Oh nothing your little heart needs to know about."
I run up to Cassie and hug her avoiding the Starbucks.
"Hey babe what's up? Did we interrupt something?"
"No not at all." I turn to Sierra who is still crying.
"Hey Sierra do you want to talk about it?"
"That would be lovely." She follows me up the stairs into the room
"Can I come in?" Cam asks.
"No stay out here with Cassie call Nash or someone have the boys come over"
I close the door and sit next to Sierra at the end of the bed.
"Are you gonna be okay"
"Never, I don't know what to do with myself!"
"Well what happened?"
She sniffles and stutters
"Brent and I are getting divorced."
"Oh my stars are you serious I'm so sorry"
"Yeah he said that I wasn't his dream wife and that he couldn't see a bright future for us"
"Oh my I'm so sorry anyways I think the boys are here I should go downstairs if you want you can stay up here." I give her a quick hug and go downstairs.
I go over and sit on top of cam.
"What did you plan on doing while they were all here?" Cam asks
"Why don't we all watch a movie?"
"Okay"
Dylan and Aaron rush to the DVDs and push eachother out of the way. I go to lay on cam and I fall to the floor panicking
"Can someone get me water I feel really dehydrated?" Nash runs to the kitchen and cam pushes the guys off of me. The blood rushed to my head and then bam lights out.
