-1 week later-
Lucy Pov
We had moved in with Cameron's mom and sister and Amelia was taken in by our grandma. I told her we could come pick her up every other weekend and we would talk grandma into going to the spa with Amelia so she didn't get bored.Every morning I felt a pit of guilt down in my stomach and it sat there because it reminded me of my mother.
When I woke up that Saturday morning I was awakened by the smells of a home cooked breakfast.
I walk down stairs and into the kitchen with the blanket over my face I purposely drop something to get cams attention but I hid and then yelled
"Boo"
"Aghhh" Cameron screamed and dropped the sausage on the pan and it sizzled an burnt his finger."Awe Cameron are you okay I'm sowwy." I take his finger and kiss it
"No don't kiss that boo boo. Kiss these ones."Cameron points to his lips
"They look perfectly fine"
Cameron groans and turns off the pan.
"Sit down turd and eat."
He walks upstairs and puts the plate in front of me. It was fresh fruit. Mini pancakes with syrup and tiny sausages.
"I'm leaving so be good."
I get up from my chair.
"Cammy where are you going."
"I have some magcon business to take care of."
"Oh. Ok" I say with a pouty look on my face. I walk back to the stool and sit down and pick at my food."I love you Lucy." He turns me around picks me up in my bundle of blankets and turns The tv on so I could watch keeping up with the kardashians. He kisses me on the cheek after playing with the remote.
"Bye cammy."
"Bye Lucid lucy"
I giggle and he kisses me on the cheek and leaves.
I loved cam but he seemed to be in a bad mood. Did I do something?I was left alone because Gina and Sierra had left to Hawaii, and Cassie found a boyfriend which just so happened to be Matthew. I sat there upset as cam was out doing something with out me. Several people knocked at the door and I just ignored it. I didn't want anyone, or anything. I just wanted cam.
-5 hours pass-
"Cam your home."
He walks by me and goes upstairs. I gather myself in blankets.
Cam slammed the door and it shook the house.
I was confused.
"Cam open up." I say knocking on the door.
"What are you gonna tease me again." Cam says before unlocking. I stop. And release the door handle.
"Oh."
I walk back to my room and begin to cry on my bed.
Cam was upset with me again. I tried being his everything it was just hard. I sat on my phone and looked at pictures of me and cam and the first time he met my mom and then I went on social media and I began to cry. There sitting in front of me was Lyndsey kissing cam. I pack my stuff which wasn't very much and I grab a blanket and pillow. I silently walk down the stairs and grab the keys. Cam still hadn't seem to noticed i was about to leave. I walk out the door to the corvette and put the keys in.
I turn on every sad music I had. Cam had lied to me.
He didn't love me. He wanted Lyndsey back. I wasn't good enough for him. He made me feel special but I was a waste of time.I call Nash's and Aaron. They pick up the phone but they began to fight over who was gonna say anything.
"Nash, get your shit together I'm asking you both what you know about Lyndsey."
"Oh shit she found out" Aaron said
"Shut your damn mouth" Nash said back
"Lyndsey and cam were dating in high school and she was his first love. They then broke up about a couple months before you came.""They aren't trying to date but Lyndsey just wants him to be her sex partner. And are you all right because you just drove past us?." Aaron replies
"No,I left cam and he didn't know."
"We are gonna call him to come get you."
"It's too late he's calling me. I gotta go."
I hung up on Nash's and Aaron and answered cam."Did you want me to tease you, and then let you go off to have sex with Lyndsey or am I wrong."
"Lucy I tried pushing her off of me but I was tied and I had no choice she locked the doors and stripped me I tried my hardest to keep her off." I could here him crying on the other end of the line.
"Cam why didn't you tell me when you got home?"
"Because I was scared you would leave me because I don't want you thinking I was lying. Lucy I'm trying my hardest to be yours. No one will leave me alone about it. I love you not Lyndsey if anything happens I will always pick you over Lyndsey. She just wants sex not love. You want it all but then you become devastated and its hard for me because I don't know what to do. I've never been in love with someone like you. Your so beautiful and I wish there could've been some way to make sure you stopped cutting, to stop trying to hurt yourself. I never wanted to see you hurt. I didn't want to see anyone hurt. I just don't want to lose you. You're so young and I feel bad because you have cancer and your depressed. I just want you to be happy. I don't want this for you, I was head over heels the first time I saw you. I knew at that exact moment when you wiped crap on my face that I didn't need a fan. I needed someone to love me for my personality and for every thing I do. I hate myself for letting what happened between me and Lyndsey happen. I love you Lucy."
By now I had pulled into the driveway of ginas house and I rush into the door and cam is standing there. He drops the phone on the ground and picks me up.
He starts to cry into the crook of my neck. He then sets me down."Cameron I'm sorry." He pulls me closer to him and I start to cry. "Shhh cam it's gonna be okay I promise I won't leave again."
He kisses me gently and he picks me upstairs and throws me on his bed.
"Cameron, I just got home."
"Yeah but you're already wet."
I look down and it's true I am.
"Do I really turn you on." He asks me quietly but teasingly.
"I guess so but its only you." I say
"Well of course I'm yours and you are mine there is no need to be turned on by anyone else."
He gets on the bed and puts on Bryson Tiller and he starts singing to the lyrics of don't and I start to groan as I grab his arms. He looks down at me and he starts to laugh.
"Cameron stop you're ruining the moment."
"What moment." Cameron says laughingHe licks his lips and teasingly he gets off and turns the music off.
"It's time to go to bed and tomorrow everyone is going on a road trip."
I sit straight up and cam has fully undressed me without me knowing so the blanket falls off my chest. I quickly grab the covers and cam sees. He walks up to me and pulls the cover down.
"Don't do that babe it's teasing and your beautiful not ever should you have to cover yourself in front of me unless we are in public." He kisses my chest and I pout.
"Are we really all going on a road trip?"
"Yeah me you Shawn Matthew Nash aAron Matt Jacob Taylor Hayes Dylan jack and jack and also carter."
"Omg I can't wait."
"Neither can I now come here."
I push myself over to cam in bed and he wraps his arm around me and my breasts.
"Lucy your beautiful I hope you know that"
I turn around and he looks at my chest.
"Stop staring Cameron" I smash my lips onto his and he returns it by pawing at my breast and squeezing my ass.
"I can't" he lets go and grabs me closer to him.
"Don't let me go cam"
"I promise I won't."
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