C'mon C'mon

Chapter 4: yeah the music is so loud,I wanna be yours now so c'mon c'mon and dance with me baby

"She's not over you" I said to the curly haired boy next to me,watching Kasey and louis dance. "Yes she is" he sighed. "No she's not,not the way she looked at you" I replied. "Kaitlyn trust me,she likes Lou,she told me,why do you think she's dancing with him now?" Harry asked. "No,you trust me,I'm her best friend here,she's not over you,she got jealous when Shamiel was flirting with you,she looked at you like you were the only person that mattered to her in this world,I've seen her in love,and its with you har" I argued but without a tone. "Then why wouldn't she tell me,why did we break up,why do I see the way she use to look at me she looks at him? Why is she dancing with him? Can you answer that?" Harry asked with a sigh. "Because she's afraid Harry,she knows she loves you but she's afraid you dont love her,she's afraid she's gonna fall right back into you,and she's hiding her emotions with louis" i answered. "So she doesn't really love him?" He asked confused,I think he was concerned about louis heart being broken. "Oh no,she does,but when she's with him,she thinks about you, I wouldn't doubt that she has feelings for him,but her feelings for you are stronger. In a way,she just misses you,I can see it in her eyes when I'm with Nathan, she misses being loved" I replied. "She's always been loved,by me" he mumbled. "Awwww!" I exclaimed, making the boy blush a deep scarlet. "But how could I compare to him? He's funny,fit,and cute" he sighed. "Well think of it this way,she laid her eyes on you first" I explained. "Yeah,I guess" he replied in doubt. "I'm having a party,and if you wanna come you can,Kasey is" I said with a smile. "Maybe,wont Lou be there though?" Harry asked. "Nope,I already asked him,he said it was his sisters birthday" I wickedly smiled. "I see what your doing" he said and let out a small smile. "Your trying to get us back together" "Kasey was right,you can read people like a book" I chuckled. "Don't, don't ruin it first her and Lou,I'm fine Ok" he commanded. "Alright har,I tried" I sighed and got up,if only he knew what she was feeling like I do.

"I love the fray" Louis said as we danced. "Yeah me to" I replied giving a little glare at Harry. Louis didnt seem to notice...or so I thought. "Whatcha looking at?" He asked looking into my eyes. "Jannah and Dennis" I said and quickly looked to the two dancing. Phew quick save,you CANNOT get caught looking at styles. Why do you? I thought you liked Lou,remember you and Harry are done? Shut up! I argued with my subconscious. "Do you like carrots?" I asked trying to star conversation. "Yes,I love them" he smiled. "Me to" I said. Then we just quietly danced,I mean I couldn't make conversation,not like I can with Harry. Its almost in a way...akward. "well,the dance is ending..." louis said ruffling his hair. "Yeah...I had fun...with you and Harry" I smiled as louis stared deep into my eyes. I felt my cheeks begin to burn.

The dance was starting to end,but it seemed motionless,I focused on Kasey and her only. I stared into her blue eye as she blushed a little. My heart was racing as she started to turn around. I reached for her hand and said

"Hey,ive been watching you all night,there's something in your eyes,saying c'mon c'mon and dance with me baby,yeah the music is so loud I wanna be yours now,so c'mon c'mon and dance with me baby" She looked at me a little puzzled when I just closed my eyes and pressed her lips against mine. At first she seemed shocked but slowly kissed me back. She pulled away and smiled a little bit. I looked over and saw Eleanor staring at us,but then she turned away and continued to dance with Jason.

I watched as Kasey and Louis played lip tag, And to be honest,I fell apart. That feeling when you see the love of your life kissing another guy,its...almost like the end of the world. I just feel broken,its really hard to explain. But then again,we're done. I wish I could play back time...I mean...I loved her first.