C'mon C'mon

I Should Have Kissed You

Chapter 11: is your heart breaking how do you feel about me now,I can't believe I let you walk away when,when I should have kissed you

Once again,I lost my chance, the door was open,with eyes peaking inside. I backed away from her as she pushed the hair out of her face. She gave me one last look before walking out of the tiny closet. But,the way she looks in my eyes,god,I should have kissed her. "so man,what was happening in there?" Justin winked and punched my shoulder. To be honest I'm really not in the mood,but its not like I can ignore him. "Nothing" was all I could manage. "oh,keeping it a secret are we?" "no,nothing happened,so shut up" I snapped a little "Yeah right" "she's dating Louis fucking Tomlinson Ok,so forget about it" I said and pushed him out of the way. I felt a little bad,I had no reason to do that,why am I even angry? Before I walked away I turned around back to Justin. "sorry,its just nothing happened,nothing would anyway" I sighed as Justin took a step closer to me. "Listen bro, You'll get her back" Justin assured me, All I could do is laugh. "what?" the boy asked puzzled while I laughed sounding fucking insane. "so now that you have Ashleigh, your going to act like you know everything? well Justin you don't Alright so don't even give me the slightest hope" "You don't have to be a dick, And your fucking stupid if your just going to give up like this,where is the Harry I knew? he wouldn't give up on a girl this important to him" Justin snapped back. He was right,I wouldn't have,but at this point I have no clue at all what to do.

What the fuck is his problem? he's so fucking bitter,its pissing me off. "I should have kissed her,and not let her walk away like that" the curly haired boy sighed. "Yeah,you should have,you have to fight for the one you love" I said looking at Ashleigh from the other side of the room. She's so beautiful. "I bet they're talking about you right now" I pointed at the girls who were talking across the room,surely they would,who wouldn't be talking about their time in the closet? "No its probably 'louis' this and 'Louis' that" Harry mumbled his eyes furrowing. He looked like a cat about to kill a mouse. I've never seen him like this before. All dark,jealous and bitter,Its not like his cheeky and Flirty self. "Damn dude you look like your about to kill somebody" I chuckled a little bit,all he did was smirk.

Justin tried to cheer me up,but it wasn't really working. I'm jealous, really jealous...What does she like about him anyway? Well forget I said that,everything. who wouldnt? He's fit,cute (in like a no hommo way)He plays football,meanwhile I box,what kind of girl wants that? Nevermind,Kasey liked that...Why is it so hard? if we're ment to be why is it like this? "I'm fine" I replied to Justin as the girls walked over,Ashleigh dragging Kasey. Great That's just what I need. "Hey babe" Justin smiled as he leaned in towards Ashleigh giving her a quick Peck on the cheek. Ewww gross,fucking nasty, love is God's way of punishing me. "Hey bae" Ashleigh smiled and blushed. I looked at kasey,but she wouldn't even look at me,she was looking at the ground. "Can I talk to you? Please" I said softly lifting up her chin. Maybe if i found out why shes been avoiding me like this ill feel better. She nodded and I took hold of her hand,I saw Justin smile and gave me that "get her" look. That boy is so stupid sometimes,but That's why he's my friend I suppose.

I led Kasey upstairs to Kaitlyns bedroom, only problem is I didn't know where it was... "Which one is Kaitlyns bedroom Kitty?" I asked the quiet brunette. "Its the one that says Kaitlyn" she giggled pointing to the door spelling out Kaitlyn in purple lettering. "oh" I chuckled back as we walked to the door. I turned the handle and led her into the room. she sat on Kaitlyns bed as I quietly closed the door. "Harry I-" She started but I interupted. "Shhh!" I smiled putting my pointer finger on my lip with one hand and locking the door with the other as Kasey playfully rolled her eyes and sighed. "Now,why are you so quiet around me?" I asked walking towards the bed. "I dont know" she answered softly. "Don't give me that,Just tell me" I sighed sitting on the bed next to her. "Do you want to know the truth?" she asked looking me in the eyes. "yes". "Truth is,its really hot in here" she laughed and took off her hoodie revealing her black tank top. My eyes traveled along her body as she sat there gigging. "You done yet?" she laughed and threw her hoodie on the floor. "Things are about to get very sexual if you keep that up love" I moaned a little,making her laugh. I'm about to attack this bitch. "So tell me,why does it feel like your avoiding me?" I asked biting my lip trying not to stare. "Have you ever thought that maybe its because I still love you? because I want to kiss you,but if I do ill want more,I don't know maybe its because if I kiss you tonight ill fall back into your arms,and cheat on Lou, which might distroy Louis's and my friendship and yours and his too? If i break up with him i might hurt him, because my love for you is endless and it seems like not even someone else will stop it? And by kissing you tonight I could risk all this?" She whispered after she leaned in closer to me. "But babe,That's a risk I'm willing to take" I whispered back devilishly smiling.

--------------------------------I love a bit of dark Harry its sexy as fudge,and fudge is sexy haha *evil smile*