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Strong

Chapter 2o: My heart your heart sit tight like book ends pages between us written with no ends so many words were not saying, dont wanna wait till its gone, you make me strong

"So ah...what should we do while theyre making babies in there?" Harry laughed a little showing that dazzling smile. I love the way his dimples pop out when he does. I could sit here and stare at it for hours. "Um kase?" he said while waving his hand in my face. My cheeks flushed in embaressment, as harry let out a small chuckle. "Sorry,just deep in thought" I imagined how stupid i probally look right now,smiling like an idiot with my cheeks redder then an apple. Its rediculous how many butterflies harry gives me just by smiling. I dont even understand...he just has this...weird super power over me that anything he does just about melts me to butter. "I can tell" He winked and moved closer to me,placing his hand on my thigh. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I kept my emotions internal and "Hi" was all i could manage. "Hi" Harry replied,his voice deeper. Ohh mann....

"Are you okay...you seem a little out of place babe"

Nonononono im not okay your killing me here!

"Yes perfect" i smiled then bit my lip. He stared into my eyes for a second until i looked away. "I dont know what do you wanna do?" I said getting up and walked to the kitchen. I smiled when i heard him fallow. "Harriett do you got anything to eat?" i giggled as i opened his fridge and saw the varity inside. I pictured the food in my mind how it look two weeks ago,and then what happened after. I grabbed a bag of carrots out of the fridge then closed it and was once again greeted by him. Before i realized how close we were he pressed his lips against mine and i could help but kiss back. Ive missed the feeling of harrys lips on mine,and his hand on my back pushing me closer to him. "Be mine?Again?" He moaned into the kiss as i familiared my hands with the touch of his soft curls. "mhm" Was all that i could say, i was to mesmarized to say anything else as he lifted me up to the counter and laid me down on top of it.

But like i said that was two weeks ago,and now im meeting him at starbucks. Wow,two weeks already ^-^ I love him so much

I got out out of my car and looked at my hair in the driver side mirror. After a couple of seconds of pure blonde and realizing that you cant exactly look at your whole head in that mirror i gave up and walked inside. A smile apeared on my face when i saw his curly hair,my smile faded when i saw him with another person,Her,a back stabber,someone.who use to be my friend...a very LONG time ago,Randi...and they were kissing. She pushed him down so he was half way laying on the booth. I cant even...Of course she'd do this to get back at me but...why would he do this to me. I felt like i just got stabbed and am continously getting stabbed in the heart. "Um hello" i said a little sappier then i attended it to be. He pushed her off and worry flashed in his eyes. "Bye harry" I sassed,then walked  out of starbucks. I wiped the tears that kept falling from my eyes until i felt an arm gripping mine. I turned around and sure enough,it was him. it was harry.

I looked into her bright blue eyes that were beginning to redden. "Kasey,its not what you think!" i whispered as i felt my eyes water. "Its not harry? Its not because it looked like you were kissing Randi and im pretty sure thats what i thought" she snapped and continued. walking. "Kase! Please you gotta trust me she-" "She what harry!? are you gonna tell me that She kissed You! and that you had noting  to do with it? because it didnt look like you were trying to stop it!" She yelled and yanked her wrist out of my grip. "Kitty please!" I said as she walked away my voice cracking while the tears streamed down my face. She didnt even look back,just left. It wasnt even my fault,she kissed me and i didnt even have time to push her off because thats when kasey walked in. I just ruined everything. when i got into my car and pulled out of starbucks i hit her name in my conracts and called her. Her phone went right to voice mail,what have i done? Everything was fine the last two weeks and i fucked it up. The road was blurry because of the tears fogging up my eyes as i dialed her again. "Kitty,please answer,baby im sorry its not what you think i promise! Randi kissed me just as you were walking in and i couldnt push her off in time..no thats bot what i mean! i mean i tried to push her off but thats when you came in. you walked in at the wrong time and if it was any longer i would have pushed her off. Please kasey,i sware i didnt do anything and i- im so so so sorry" i sobbed at the end. I cant loose her, I love her. "Please kasey call me back please please please" i continued and hung up Then repeated the process. "Kasey please answer me! kitty please i love you,so so so very much!" A puddle of my tears started to make their way on my phone as i pulled into her drive way. Thank god her cars here. I ran up to the door and knocked. "Harry?" I was greeted by a familiar face but it wasn't hers. "Hi mrs Hinken, is kasey here?" i asked with a little panic in my voice. "No,ashleigh just picked her up, why,is everything alright?" she asked as i tried my best to stay calm. "Something happened and s-she thinks im cheating on her but she kissed me and k-kasey walked in and now i need to find her to explain everything" i sobbed. i dont care if im in front of her mother,im not gonna loose the girl i love because of one actsident. "Aww honey" Her mom gave me a sympethic frown and pulled me in to hug her. "I have to find her" i said taking a deep breath and pulled away from her. "Of corse, go honey" she said and rubbed my back. I gave her the best fake smile i could give her before heading to ashleighs.

"Kasey im sure he wasnt cheeting on you. Justin and i just got into a fight because i thought he was flirting with another girl but it was just his cousin" i said while she cried into my pillow. I thought it would make her feel better,but now i regret saying it. "Yeah but harry was kissing her!" she said in a high voice as she cried. I feel bad. Harry wouldnt do that to her,he loves her too much...wayyyy to much. I felt my phone vibrate and looked at the name,it was just who i expected it to be.

Me: well speak of the devil

Harry: is kasey there? i sware Randi kissed me! id never cheat on kasey and you know that!

Me: How can i be sure?

Harry: Oh come on! you know me!

Me: Your right i do,but still that doesnt excuse you for what you did

Harry: I know it doesnt,but you gotta believe me, she doesnt. and im coming in

What the nerve! he thinks he can hurt my best friend then just walk into my house and make it all better!?

Me: No your not,she doesnt want to.see you and im not breaking my trust like you did to hers. Go home harry.

Harry: ashleigh please! i just need to see her!

Me: it can wait until tomorrow! shes already heart broken enough

Harry: Ashleigh

Me: Go home

I hate that i have to do this to harry,but i know kasey is in no mood to see him,shes already ignored all of his calls and texts.

I woke up in ashleighs bed,the light was off and she was sleeping. I looked at the clock and it was midnight. My mum would be worried...I told her I'd be back before ten,before she left. I saw the light shine from my phone so i desided to look at it. 37 missed calls, 5 messages and 5 voicemails...and there all from harry...i felt my phone vibrate as i recieved yet another text from him. Hes still up? at midnight trying to get a hold of me? Curiosity took over me and i looked at the messages.

"You wanna go home?" A sleepy ashleigh asked as she turned on a lamp on her nightstand. "Yes...please?" i feel guilty for having her take me home this late at night but i want to go home and I dont need to get in trouble on top of it.

"Sure no problem" she yawned and got up. We got our stuff together and walked quietly out the door so we didnt wake her parents up. Before i realized we pulled up into my driveway and i was inside my house. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were puffy and red from crying and my face looked like a mess. The little make up i had on was smeared and dored tears stained my face. I looked through the text messages again and felt guilty for everything.

Harry♥:Baby I'm so so so so so sorry

Harry♥: Kitty please answer me

Harry♥:Kasey please answer me I'm so sorry. I love you so much just let me explain

Harry♥:Kasey please I can't live without you I love you so much. I sware,Randi kissed me and I had nothing to do with it. You know I wouldn't cheat on you and you know I love you so much. I'm so much weaker without you baby please call or text back...I love you

I'm such a horrible person. I assumed he was cheating on me...When he wasn't. And the more I think of it,the more he's right. He looked like he was trying to push her off. Your such a horrible person. How could you assume he was. I fucking hate myself! All of the negative thoughts entered my head. I'm the worst person ever.He doesn't deserve me...he deserves much better. I took the small razor blade out of the bathroom closet and looked at it. It would take away the pain,one cut wouldn't hurt,you've done it before...you don't deserve him anyway, my subconscious adds. I'm under it's complete control, at this minute...nothing sounds better. I took it and slid it across my skin. Once...twice...and so on and so on until someone bursted through the bathroom door.