C'mon C'mon

Strong

Strong

Chapter 19: my hands your hands tied up like two ships difting weightless waves trying to break it id do anything to save it,why is it so hard to save it

"Why do you complain so much!?" he yelled at me and ploped down on the couch. "Me? complaining!? i laughed and gave him an evil glare. "Yeah. 'oh why cant you be more polite why do you have to stare at every girl when she walks by? stop your annoying me' you dont call that complaining becuse i think its exactly that" he yelled mocking my voice. "Your an asshole justin! maybe if you werent such a jerk and act like im not there while you flirt i wouldnt complain!" i yelled back picking up my purse in rage. The scene flooded my memory,as much as i tried to forget,i couldn't...

I turned around the corner to see him...with Her  again. He was leaning on the locker next to hers,his smile bright and his eyes sparkling. "Hey babe" Justin smiled but instantly frowned when I walked straight passed him. "Ashleigh!" He screamed after me but I kept walking. I tried to fight the tears as I passed my locker to go to sixth hour,I don't care what I need to have,but I need to get away from him. I spotted the 100 hall girls bathroom and walked in,surly he'd fallow me into class...but not here. I let the tears fall as I leaned on the wall. What is with this new girl? Ever sense she's came,Justin keeps hanging around her. My thoughts were disturbed when I heard the bell ring. I wiped my eyes,fixed my make-up and walked out of the lavatory hoping he wasn't there,and gladly,he wasn't.

Finally I Popped back into realization. I looked at Justin in disgust as I thought about everything

Hes always talking to other girls and pretends im not around. why cant he be like he use to be? all charming and look at me like i was the only girl he wants. "We werent flirting! am i not allowed to talk to.other girls!? god your such a bitch" I felt the lump form in my throat and the tears brim my eyes. Did he just say that? I ran out the door and slammed it shut as i ran to my car. Why is he such a dick! "Wait! Ashleigh im sorry! come back!" I heard him say with tears in his voice. But i just kept walking,im not letting him hurt me anymore. Suddenly i felt his hand griping my arm and turning me around. His eyes were bloodshot red and puffy, you could only see his dark obs from the moon light. "Im sorry baby" He said as his tear hit my bare skin. I felt my eyes get heavy with tears as i pulled him in for a hug. "Im sorry im sorry so so sorry" he sobbed into my shoulder as he continued. "We were only talking,i love her but not in that way, i sware i love you and id never leave" I felt a bit of relief and even a little puzzled but tried to stay angry. "Then why were you touching her hair and being all giggly?" i asked with a hint of fear in my voice. "Because shes my cousin" He reassured me, looking in my eyes and rubbed the pad of his thumb in circles on my cheek. Shes his cousin? no wonder they were so giggly... Now i start to regret yelling at him. "She is?" I bit my lip and felt guilty as he nodded. "Im sorry" i whispered as he cupped my cheeks in his hands and kissed me. "Lets go back inside and watch a movie yeah?" He said after his lips parted mine. I smiled and took his hand into mine. Everytime his hand is connected to mine i feel this burning feeling, like electricity. I wonder if he feels the same.

Once again i felt the hot flame of ashleighs touch to my hands. Shes so beautiful. I love her, so very very much. I dont even know what came over me, i called her a bitch...i can never forgive myself for that,and what if she doesnt either. "Justin...you ok ive asked you what movie you want to watch three times" Her voice interrupted my thoughts and i poped back into reality. "Um...i donno babe" I said and bit my toung. How could she just forget about this so quickly. Not even one look of pain is on her face. "Babe whats wrong..." ashleigh causiously asked. "How can you love a person like me?" i asked and sat on the couch. She looked at me like she was about to laugh at the nonsense that just came out of my mouth and sat next to me. "Because you are the most sweet,caring,fantastic,kindest,genorous, and most hottest boyfriend ive ever had. Your always there for me and you make me feel like im ment something in the world" Her eyes started twinkling which just about melted me to butter,but why? why does she love a man who just treated her like she was a dog. "But why would you love someone who is an asshole like me and called you a bitch?" i askes the tears threatining to come out of my eyes. "It was the heat of the argument. and your not an asshole, if anything...your my asshole" She smiled and whiped the little tears of my eyes. "God i love you" i moaned pressing her lips towards mine. "I love you too justin"

********This was short xD********