Previously...VALERIE PLEASE WAKE UP! VALERIE PLEASE WAKE UP!.....
I had awaken to her screaming and crying. Honestly I was terrified. I didn't know what to do. By the time I woke her up she looked at me in a strange way. Like if she was scared of me but I didn't know why. As I held her in my arms I felt her body tension decrease. She was relaxed now. Joel: Hey, Valerie may I ask you something? She looked up at me with those innocent eyes. Valerie: Yeah, sure. Joel: Why were you screaming and crying. You don't have to answer I was just wondering. She looked down and back at me. This time she removed herself from my arms and she was facing me but she was a bit distanced. Valerie: I-I had a horrible nightmare. It felt so real. She seemed scared again. I shouldn't have asked but I was so interested. Joel: What was it about? Valerie: You. I came out like a whisper. Wait, she said me. What could I have done for her to be afraid of me? Joel: What did I do? Trust me I would never make you cry... At this point I was cut off. Valerie: I know you wouldn't but I guess all the excitement from last night and you letting me stay in your hotel room got me like this. I don't really remember what happened last night or how I ended up here in your bed. Joel: It's okay and I let you sleep in here but I want to know what happened in your dream. Valerie: Well I was waking up and you were next to me. I tried to leave but then you woke up. You k-kissed me and I kissed back. Something didn't feel right and I told you to stop but you wouldn't. I started yelling at you to stop and you said why. Then I was going to go check up on Monica but then you pulled me back and pinned me up on the wall. At that point I was scared (tears started to form in her eyes) I kicked you and you let go. I fell and hit my head on the floor that's when I actually woke up. By this point a tear slid down her cheek but she quickly wiped it off. Wow... If I'm capable of hurting her in a dream am I capable of hurting her in actual life? No I don't think so. But now she may be scared of me and never want to see me. I should have just slept on the couch, maybe then she wouldn't have had a nightmare and maybe I wouldn't have been a monster. I abused her in a dream. I looked back up at her and she was playing with her fingers. I didn't know what to say. I was shocked. Joel: Valerie I would never do that to you. Ever. And I'm really sorry. Valerie: I know you wouldn't, you seem like a nice guy and don't be sorry it wasn't your fault it was just a dream. I tried to smile up at her and she smiled back. That's the least thing I would ever want to do. Hurting her. If I did I would never forgive myself and I'd be a jerk if I just told her I wouldn't hurt her. Valerie: Joel, honestly I feel safe with you but at the same time... She was interrupted by Yoandri coming in. Just great! Yoandri: Good morning! How did you two sleep? (He smirked at me) Hopefully I'm not interrupting anything. Joel: Haha very funny and you kinda were after you just busted in through the door without knocking. For what I would've known I may have been naked changing or Valerie could have been changing. Yoandri: Valerie changing while you're in here? He grinned. Joel: No! Yoandri use your brain. I would have been in the bathroom. At this point Valerie was laughing. Damn her laugh kills me. Yoandri: Joel why are you....
Cliff hanger! Finally updated!!! What a miracle. Last time I updated was in December. Lol I know but I'll try to update soon. Anyways I hoped you enjoyed and please comment and vote =-)
