Valerie's P.O.V
As I got closer to the person every single memory I had with that person was flooding back. I was loosing my balance. My eye sight was getting blurry. I was blacking out. Yeah, that's how much pain that person caused. Who knew how much power a single human being could have. Oh great that person saw me but as I started to collapse that person caught me and I fell right into their arms or did I just fall into another trap?
Flashback...
My sophomore year was so far amazing and of course like any other girl I was definitely crushing on someone! Ahh I know! His name? James!!! He's the hottest guy in our grade and he's not like those typical athlete fuckboys, he was different. He was tall with dark brown hair and blue eyes. He was in most of my AP classes and regular classes. One day we got assigned to work on a project together. I was hella nervous! He first came up to me and gave me one of those heart melting smiles. After the project we became friends and we would talk in every class we had. Girls were actually jealous that him and I were like best friends. Haha suckers! But I knew I never had a shot with him. Each day we spent together we kept getting closer and closer and closer. Each day my feelings kept on growing. He opened up to me and told me how he actually felt about me. I honestly couldn't believe it. The hottest guy in school liking me? Haha.. After a while I decided to tell him how I felt about him and he gave me that billion dollar smile. We continued being great friends until like a week later which was close to the end of the school year. I went to one of his last football games to cheer him on. The whole school was there. At the end they won the game and I ran up to him and gave him a bear hug. James: "Get off of me!" Valerie: "What?" I was so confused. James: "You heard me!" I got off of him and a junior girl walks up. Girl: "Who's that." She looked at me up and down. By this time the crowed on the bleachers got quiet. Every football player with their girlfriends surrounded us. James: "She's nobody." James looked down to the floor. Valerie: "What? I thought I was your dream girl. I thought you wanted to spend the rest of you life with me, you fucken poured out your whole feelings to me!" Tears wanted to form in my eyes but I tried to fight them off but that huge knot in my throat was taking over. They all laughed. James: "Stop lying! Why would I pour out my feelings? Huh? Especially to you?" Girl: "Listen sweetie don't mess with my man okay? Get that through your nerdy brain! He doesn't even like you. If he did he would have been with you and not me but in this case he's with me and you never had a chance." She grabbed me by the shoulders and pushed me to a puddle of mud. They all got there phones and started taking pictures of me. This time my crying took over. Girl: "Awe look at her she's crying like a baby! Do you want your mommy? Did you get an owie?" They all laughed even harder this time. James and that whore started kissing. I stood up. He saw me standing but in reality I was dying on the floor. I left and looked back. He was looking for me.


A few hours later
I was looking out my window looking at the full moon. I wonder if we are looking at the same dark sky? Why did I get too attached to someone I had no chances with. He kept running through my mind. We use to talk for hours, now we don't. You could say I got a little comfortable. I cry my self to sleep everyday now. I made my teachers send me all my exams. I stopped going to school. I was humiliated by the one who supposedly wanted me in his future. I wake up in the morning feeling very lonely, I even question myself if you even still think about me? You may be over it but I'm not. Everything's clear and now I know. I've caught feelings.
End of flashback

I wake up with my head pounding. In the distance I see a shadow. My vision is still blurry. James: "Hey! You're awake, you gave me a scare." I recognize that voice. No! No! It can't be. Valerie: "What the hell are you doing here?!" James: "Woah there, that's no way to treat a person." Valerie: " Look who's talkin!"James stood there quiet. Valerie: "You never answered my damn question! Did you not here me or do I have to repeat myself because I'm pretty sure you still know how much I hate repeating myself or did you forget everything?! Well in case you did, what the hell are you doing here?!" He looked at me surprised. James: "Listen we need to talk, I never got a chance to apologize and.." Before he could finish I interrupted him. Valerie: " Talk about how you awfully humiliated me in front of the whole damn school?! And save it, you could have came to my house, you could have called but no that stupid ass excuse doesn't cut it! You 'never got a chance'! Seriously?! Well give me a chance to do something I've always wanted to do!" I stood up and slapped him really hard leaving my hand print on his cheek. I started to walk away and in the distance he was calling out my name. Once I opened the door to my room I slammed the door and started to cry against the door. My phone was ringing and it was Joel. I didn't answer no matter how many times he called or texted. I didn't want to speak to anyone or see anyone...
Hey! Double update today! Dedicated to @yarelis4! Thanks for commenting and supporting love. Anyways this chapter was intense and hard for me to write. I hope you guys enjoyed and please vote and comment!! Love ya !
