Diary Of A Pregnant Teenager. (DISCONTINUED)

Felt Just Like A Victim .. ( This Is A Chapter. )

A/N; I Need a co-Writer. -_-  .. Lol. Okay Here You Go, Sorry For The Wait. (Lil Wayne. :) )

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Brielle POV;

I'm 4 months pregnant now, & I'm starting to show. I would be okay with it, but my mom still doesn't know. (Ha! that rhymed.)

I asked my mom if I could be home schooled instead, she said okay but she kept on asking too much questions. So i lied and told her it was because of too much drama. She was okay with it.

I haven't talked to Chris ever since he stormed out on me a couple of months ago, and I haven't talked to Chresanto ever since I saw him at the store. None of my friends talk to me anymore because i'm pregnant. They said that i'll be messing  up their vibe everytime we go out. To think that I actually called them my 'friends'.

I've been depressed lately. Yeah, Yeah I know that it's not good for the baby but, it's not my fault. Everybody that was in my life either died, ran out of it, or I never seen them again.

Like my dad. Carl Edward Haines, he was the most amazing man in my life. He treated everyone with respect and cared  for everyone. I don't know why he would be so unhappy, though. Was it their marriage? Or was it .. me? If you're wondering how he died .. he .. comitted suicide. But before he did he worte me a note;

Dear My Little Bri,

Secrets I keep is for a reason. This is my farewell letter, I love you and your mother, Remember that, also remember that I wish I can take it all back.  I am doing this for a reason .. Bye baby girl .. See you next season.

The fuck is that suppose to mean? It's been 2 years and i STILL don't know what it means.

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"No More Games. No More Bombs. No More Walking. No More Fun. No More Swimming. 47. That is 17 years past 30. 17 more than I needed or wanted. Boring. I am always bitchy. No Fun - for anybody. 47. You are getting Greedy. Act your old age. Relax - This won't hurt"