this .. right here has nothing to do with this story, but I'm so freaking heartbroken, you just don't understand.
I gave years of my life to this man , and he fucked me over REALLY BAD. I loved this man ! I constantly tell myself that I didn't love him, but hell -- who the fuck am I lying too?
and it's like .. I cried over him , I cried because of the pain that keeps swelling in my heart and it hurts . he never understands ! He takes it as a fucking joke ! I swear I'm done with love !
yet, everytime I sat that .. I never keep my word .
y'all I need help . like, on some real shit, I need help .
I want to get over him so bad, but I can't . I tried moving on and nothing is working.
I was hurt previously , and I thought that he could be my band-aid , but I fell for his gold .
( sorry, I was listening to Band-Aid; Mindless Behavior , then Fool's Gold; One Direction )
it'll take time . I am truly in love with him, but it'll take time .
all the love, M.
xo . :(
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RandomBrielle Leigh-Ann Haines. A 16 Years Old Teen Who Had Her Life Ahead Of Her, She Planned Out ; Finish School, College, Then Marriage. Pregnancy Happened, Life Changed, & Here's Her Diary.
