Diary Of A Pregnant Teenager. (DISCONTINUED)

tumblr girls // part two .

G-Eazy; Tumblr Girls ft. Christoph Andersson .  ♡

she said she can't feel her face, right now I can't feel my heart .

Brielle ran out of her house and went to Chris's.  After the still - born,  Doctors, nurses, family told Brielle that running wouldn't be a smart thing to do .

Did she care? Nah. 

Did she continue running?  Yeah.

" Chris! Chris?!  Open the door! " Brielle said knocking on the door. 

" Brielle ... it is 3 o'clock in the damn morning . WHAT could you possibly -- "

" do you love me? " Brielle asked

" what? " Chris replied

" do you love me?  " she repeated.

" Bri,  we already been through this , and you're still asking me? why can't you get that through your head?! "

" yes or no question.  "

" look, I already explained it to you.  I'm not gonna waste my time explaining it again.  "

" just answer the fucking question! " Brielle screamed.

She stood on his doorstep while a couple of the neighbors turned on their lights, some of them looking out the window. 

" come inside.  "

Chris said and pulling her arm. 

" answer me. "

" alright! I'll answer you once you get inside the house. now, come on! "

" no ... now. answer me right here, right now.  "

" Bri ... really? just a simple step.  "

" and just a simple question.  "

Chris stared at Brielle thinking when did she get so stubborn.  why does she want to know so bad?

" why do you want to know?  " Chris asked

" Chris -- "

" No...  no, I don't love you.  " Chris stated flatly. 

" okay.  "

" wait.. why did you want to know?  "

" because I'm in love with another man.  I didn't want my feelings for you interfere with what I feel for him.  "

" so, you don't love me anymore? " Chris asked.

" I never said that. "

" Is it Santo ? "

" I never said that either.  "

" he's always to take everything I have or anything I have had! " Chris yelled.

" who said you had me? " Brielle replied.

" wait...  what?  " 

" I mean... genuinely you never really had me... I thought I was yours, but you cleared everything up.  by the way, how's Jeanna and the pregnancy going?  "  Brielle stated while smiling.

" Don't try to change the subject! Why did you make me think I had you?! "

" why did you think you had me? "

Everything was making sense now.  everything Joey warned him about ,was happening.  Brielle finally gave up. 

" okay.  " Chris said closing the door . he left Bri standing at the door and went into his room. he pushed his door open, causing it to bounce off of the wall.

he walked to his mirror and punched it. a vase his great grandmother made - broken . Picture frames of family - gone. 

" See? I told you Chris.  "

Joey's voice echoing in his head, he should've listened to him. now that the one he truly wanted is gone,  he has nothing. 

he sat at the edge of his bed -- bloody knuckles -- and placed his head in his hands. 

" my baby..  "

she's a bitch , I'm selfish .. want every girl , can't help it.  and it's tough for me to shelf, it's you I see myself with.

she said she can't feel her face, right now I can't feel my heart.  for your feelings,  there's no place...

but, we knew that from the start.

cause, I'm in love with these tumblr girls.

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sorry, if it's not my best.  but, I couldn't leave y'all hanging... again.  (: