Diary Of A Pregnant Teenager. (DISCONTINUED)

Relationships .

Brielle POV;

" Did you know anything about this, Santo? " 

" No, I was just as shocked as you were. I can't believe Chris would do that to you. "  he replied

" I can't believe I trusted him again. I thought he really changed. How could I be so dumb? "

" It's not your fault, Bri. Chris lost something that was good. I guess he didn't know that . "

" Yeah , I guess. "

Chris POV;

" I'm sorry, Jeanna . She didn't mean anything, and you know that! I never loved her. " I yelled

" Listen to yourself, Chris! " she started . " Who are you trying convince? Yourself or me? I know when you found out I was pregnant, you went to Bri. You find out she's pregnant, and now you had no other place to go . " Jeanna replied

" I don't want her . I came after you, didn't I? " I said trying to sound convincing .

" Whatever, Chris . "

" I'm sorry, J . " I said sweetly .

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Brielle POV;

I am in extreme amounts of pain . I don't know what it is, but the bottom of my stomach is hurting me .

" you okay, Bri? "

" yeah, Chres . I-I'm fine . " I started , " Chres, can we -- " a knock on the door interrupted me .

" were you expecting someone? " he shook his head ' no ' .

" Mom ? What are you doing here? "

" Well, Bri . I came to see how you were -- "

" I'm fine . " I interrupted 

" How far al -- "

" 26 weeks . "

" Oh, good . Is this the father ? "

" No . "

" Are you with the father? "

" No . " I replied getting annoyed   .

" why aren't you with the father? "

" why are you still on my doorstep? " I retorted

She had a look of astonishment on her face .

" You will not talk to me like that, young lady! I am still your mother, you will respect me! " she yelled

" and I want you to get out of my face. I guess we both won't be getting what we want . " I smiled

" I thought we raised you better . Now look at you! You're a whore, a disgrace! You're sleeping around with men , unknowingly that they don't want you. I had you at 17, but I was in a two year relationship with your father and we were engaged! I praised God everyday that he did not put me through this situation . " she stated

" and yet, look at you . you're embarrassing, Mom . you come all the way over here to tell me this, knowingly, you could've just called Grandma's home and you would've found me here . I'll be a whore, and I'll be a disgrace. I'm still having this baby and I'm going to be an amazing mother . I can do bad all by myself, she doesn't need her father in her life . " I replied

" Now, if you would excuse me ... " I started , " I have someone better in life who actually deserves my attention . Have a good day and God bless you , Mom . " I said smiling and slamming the door .

" that wasn't nice, Bri . " Chres stated.

" you know ... being nice is what got me in this shit . I was nice to Chris, and I got pregnant . I was nice to my friends, and -- look! -- they're nowhere to be found! "

" But, she's your mom. She's just hurt that you're pregnant, she saw better in you, Bri! You can't just talk to her like that, it doesn't matter if she disrespected you first . " Santo yelled

" who the fuck are you to be telling me this?! You have a crap load of problems with your mom right now ,and when she tries to talk to you, you tell her to fuck herself! Don't you dare tell me how I should act towards my mother and the shit you got going on now doesn't compare to what I fucking got! "

" I'm trying to help your pregnant ass out! you're gonna fucking need her one day, and she won't fucking be there to help you! Take the consideration of her being there now, shut up, and say ' thank you '  !

" Thank her for what?! She called me a whore, and you want me to thank her?! Did you thank your mom when she called you a worthless piece of shit?! -- "

and with that being said , Chresanto hand connected with my face, knocking me down . I held my face and looked up in disbelief .

" You are a worthless piece of shit . You hit me knowing that I'm fucking six months pregnant? Get the fuck out my house! " I screamed 

" Bri, I'm sorry . It was out of anger ! " Santo replied

" I said , ' GET THE FUCK OUT! ' " I screamed again while throwing a vase at him . He dodged it,  the pieces of broken glass fell on him and the floor .

" I'm not leaving you ! Throw everything at me - I don't give a fuck - but, I am NOT leaving you . "

" you're just like your brother. when I want y'all to leave, y'all stay . When I want y'all to stay, y'all leave . Chresanto, I'm only telling you this one last fucking time, to LEAVE . "

" No . " he said walking towards me .

" I'm not leaving you . " 

" then I'll leave . "

" no, you're not . " 

he said grabbing my arm .

" if you won't leave, I will . Now let me go! "

Chres POV ;

" you know, this is exactly why all the men in your life leave you! when a man wants to stay, you push them away . then you end up crying yourself to sleep . Look, Bri ... I'm sorry I hit you, I'm sorry I took your mom's side, and I'm sorry about Chris ... but you gotta understand that I want to stay . with you and with the baby, regardless if I'm the father or not . Understand that, B . "  I said .

I saw her eyes soften and I felt her muscles relax . why were we arguing like this? We aren't even together . I'm only so nice to her because, I felt bad . All the shit Chris was doing , interfering with their relationship . she was going through so much hell, and she was carrying his child .

" I need to lay down . I'm going upstairs . " she spoke softly

" yeah . I'll clean this up , and I'll be there in a little bit . " I replied .

" sleep with me? please? " she asked

I smiled and nodded as she went upstairs . I sighed and look at the ground .

" wherever you are, Chris . you're messing up, man . big time . "

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So, I finally updated . I am extremely sorry , I took forever . But, I'll try to do it on a schedule . I just, donot know exactly when yet . thank you, though .

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