Diary Of A Pregnant Teenager. (DISCONTINUED)

Bottled Up

Brielle POV;

have you ever .. like felt empty .

you have that empty feeling that you're sad for no reason. you feel like your chest is seperating and your heart is trying to come out,  trying to escape your body . you've put it through a lot of pain,  it wants to leave .. but,  it can't . you can bear the fact that your broken,  unwanted,  black,  empty heart is still beating . the fact that any day that heart will give out, it would be put out of it's misery ... YOU will be put out of your misery .

I walked out of my room where I let every tear out. I couldn't keep it in,  I know that depression can cause my baby to have defects .. but,  I can only take so much!  I went downstairs and found a note on the counter .

“ Brielle,  I won't be home until late. I made your favorite dish and desert . they're in the oven. if you need anything call me . I love you, babygirl . Grandma Bri . "

I love that woman . treats me as if I'm her own . Someday, I'll have my own .. maybe even do the same as Grandma Bri . A knock on the door snapped me from out my trance. I opened the door and I couldn't help but to cry more ..