Raven (Nico Di Angelo love story)

Chapter 33- Make Sure Its Worth Watching

Brace yourself for 'The Emotional Roller coaster of doom.'

HELLO

JUST REMINDER,

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

YOU'RE LIVING, YOU OCCUPY SPACE AND YOU HAVE MASS

THERE FOR...YOU MATTER.

I LOVE YOU.

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The train ride was seemingly unevenly for the first hour. I, aimlessly, scrolled through Tumblr while Nico stared out of the window in deep thought. My stomach grumbled but I dismissed it. 

"Stop worrying." I tell him as I reblog yet another Doge. 

"I'm not worrying, i'm fine." Nico snaps back, then he rolls his eyes and faces me. "Fine i am really really worrying. If they're-"

"Trying to kill me then its a bad idea to go to Hades. I know, Nico, you have said that about 3.7 million times since we go on this train and I will say, once again, I will be fine." I rolls my eyes back at him. I furrow my eyebrows as a sudden wave of nausea came over me. 

"Promise?" He grins.

"Yea Whatever." I shrug, still feeling a bit sick. 

"No, you have to pinky promise." Nico smiles, again.

I 'ugh' and mutter, "I pinky- fucking- promise." Then turn away.

Nico reaches for my hand and i don't pull away, but I don't squeeze his hand back. It was too much, especially knowing that anything could be happening to Leo and we can't iris message him, plus i doubt there is phone reception in the underworld. 

I dont think Nico took any notice of my slight rejection because he began to talk about a plan. I wasn't listening, not because i didn't want to but because there was a tugging at my stomach. I close my eyes as I begin to sweat.

"Rae-" 

"Nico I dont feel to well" I begin when I feel a piercing pain on my hip, where i was stabbed. (wait was she stabbed in the hip? idk. Im useless)

"Oh gods." I breath, sweat dripping off my forehead. I look up at Nico. His mouth was moving and he was shaking my shoulders but he seemed to move so slowly. I double over, I could feel my heart thumping in my chest but not in a good way. There seemed to be three of Nico, looming over me and muttering-no- shouting something. 

"Nico." I wheeze, still crouching over on the floor. Other passengers were crowding around us and talking on slow motion.

"Nico-I-I don't feel...very." I stammer and try to stand. The world was spinning and I stumble, Nico catching me.

"Rae, you need this." Nico says slowly, holding out a small square of something golden. I furrow my eyes brows. I knew what it was but at the same time, i couldn't remember. 

'One day your life will flash before your eyes, make sure its worth watching.' (-Gerard way BTW)

I did see my whole life. Even though it went in an instant, I saw everything.

The time Luke and I stole sour power from the corner shop. We sat at the back of the school and dared each other to eat spoon-fulls of it, laughing until we almost wet out pants. When I had to fake being sick and wait until my step father had left to work so I could cry. The time Luke convinced me to skip school, even though I was so young, so we could hang at the playground all day. When Luke sat with me for hours when I was sad about my mother.

I closed my eyes and the memory of me ridding a bike came back. But slowly it began to fade. It was as though I could feel my past leaking from my mind. All those important memories and the not so memorable ones. 

The only clear ones were with Luke. Luke Castellan. It was odd. I hadn't thought about him in years, yet he felt so close. 

"Please, Raven! Fight it! Open your eyes...Please." I hear someone whimper. I prize open my eyes and scream at the intensity of the light. 

I was crouching on the floor again, my head was thumping. I could hear a giant drumming, it was like someone was pulling my brain out. I screamed and screamed, hands shook my shoulders and slow shouting was surrounding me.

"Open your eyes! Please." I could feel myself dying. I was going to die and I didn't want to fight it. I wanted to die. 

"Please...I love you." I hear someone slowly say.

The thumping in my head had slowly stopped. I felt so sick But I slowly opened my eyes. 

A boy stood over me. His shaggy black hair swooped across his forehead and his black eyes were filled with worry. He had a sword strapped to his waist, which was covered in dried blood. 

"Raven! Raven get up, you need to eat this." The boy shoved a small golden square into my hand and helped me up. 

"Rave, are you okay?" He asked.

I seared his eyes, he seemed to have a good idea who I was. "Um" I pause, stepping away from him. "Do I know you?"

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update (5/5/16) The next chappie is the last