Random weird thoughts I have

Entry #1

3/14/02

He's standing there, unseeing eyes but sees all, he seems to be watching me from afar, but still, he cannot see. His seemingly pale complexion barely visible in the darkly lit room, a small light plugged in the wall giving off the only visibility to him. He's hunched over in the corner, pale blue eyes, directed towards me. A wide grin plastered over his paper coloured face.

Unknowing what to do, I sit in the silence, the only noise accompanying me being the ticking of a clock and a slight ringing in my ear. Sitting still and hardly keeping my breathing still at all, heart racing, I stare at then man before me, the man I once loved. Who once held me close.

Now he is a cold hearted vengeful beast, ever since he lost his sight, he seems...different... He doesn't accompany me in bed anymore or talk to me specifically anymore. I'll catch him mumbling random sentences to himself, but it seems as though he's having a conversation with somebody.

I've attempted to get him to the doctor to get him tested for schizophrenia but he just won't have it. I'm getting kind of annoyed by this from him, he used to be so happy and I don't know what could have caused this, besides maybe him going blind but we don't even know what caused him to go blind, he just, woke up and couldn't see...

Well that's all I got for now, I'll update tomorrow on my husband, hopefully he gets better...

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A.N. sooooo, I was thinking that if you guys liked this I could continue it in a book on its own maybe, so comment and vote if you like it? :3