It wasn't really that I cared it was more or less the way that my life has ended maybe if I were to show more sympathy and love towards the things that I knew that they make me smile it wasn't just that there was a lot more to it wondering how the night within seeing the other faces maybe it was just a fake front but then again who could have really for seen something so horrible it wasn't like my death was anything special. I was just a typical kid I enjoyed life I enjoyed a lot of fun things but then I remembered all these happy things that I did it made me realize I had a life bad things have gone wrong seems that you wouldn't see I had friends but they weren't really my friends they talk about me behind my back they never defended me and my absence if someone where to call me names they would agree and come up with even harsher names just so they can be in the popular crew we really was not a popular contest that's something you have to live but for me I've lived it no more time for demise it's finally here I lay in this bed a broken I'm tortured person and this is my final words
To the lost and the damned the hated and the wrong
I never ment to be outta the cast and thrown away
Take this pain and guide me away for the nights are long and rhe days are short. Dreaming is done and seeing is through. Hearing you i can tell that i adored you through so many years
It may not make since but when your on your last note nothing really makes since.
