Was it the time when you called me by my full name in front of the crowd just to say that you love me ?.
Was it the the time you ran up to me hugging me tightly and gripping me tight whimpering that you love me?.
Was it the time when you came to my place of work and waited for an hour just to see me for 5 mins to say that you love and miss me?.
Was it the times when you woke me out of a dead sleep just to kiss my lips and mumble just how lucky you are to have me?.
Was it the moment when your mom died, when you realized that i was still there at your side?.
Was it that one time at the park when you fell down and broke your arm, when you realized i was there to help you through?.
Was it the time when you got into your first finder binder and i wasn't there to hold you tight and tell you it'll be alright?.
Was it the time when you got into a fist fight and i wasn't there to bail you out of jail?.
Was it the time you got fired from your first job, when you realized that i wasn't there?.
Was it the time when you woke up violently from your nightmare when you realized i wasn't there to calm you down and hold you?.
Was it the time when you were laying on your bathroom floor crying because that guy only wanted to use you, when you realized i wasn't there to comfort you?.
Was it the time when you were caught smoking dope when you realized i wasn't there to make you stop?.
Was it the time when you nearly killed that cop when you realized i wasn't there to help you?.
Was it the time when you were laying in the living room floor covered in your own blood holding a note that read
" i tried so hard, i just cant do this anymore ", when you realized i wasn't there to take you to the hospital?.
Was it the time when you where standing on the edge of the building looking down when you realized i wasn't there to stop you?.
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