I remain under pressure striving for your touch. Maybe just a glimpse of reality could have set it all up. Maybe even the fear of losing the one person that ment the most to me. I never seen it coming from so far away. You were all that mattered to me and you did not even see it.. Everything was better when i was holding your hand along the way. Maybe I'm a Fool to feel heartbroken
But how else am i suppose to feel?
Betrayed
Sad
Angry
Disappointed
Lonely
Used
Rotten
Forgotten
Unnoticed?
Why should have to feel so many things. But really if i didn't feel the pain would i be alive. Maybe i shouldn't have asked you to help if it was me causing all your pain and tears. Maybe it would have been better for you if i didn't exist. . so many self doubt thoughts just to keep me from leaving one thing keeps me alive
Funny thing though it is you and when you act sweet and nice and act like you love me and i mean so much to you. That's what keeps me alive. I just wish you could see I'm not that bad of a guy. Just dealt wrong so many times before. I laid my trust out to you and its yours to do what you will and ill be here to take anything you may throw at me.
I cant get over you, Or the thought of you.
Its clear to see that i love you and I'm unnoticed.
