Carter P.O.V
Maybe I made a mistake leaving Hayes I miss him I feel so stupid
"Mom I'm going to take a walk!"I shouted closing the front door I looked at the sky and thought above the clouds where I should be as I was looking up I bumped into someone
"O sorry...."I looked down to see Hayes
"No it's fine"he hid something
"What's that?"I asked
"Just a letter"He shyly smiled
"Hayes......sorry"I frowned
"Don't be"he smiled
"Hayes I'm sorry I just can't have you trying to kill yourself and I love you"I said
"Listen to me I will do something for you and you'll be happy death will never catch you beautiful ok?"He hugged me I hugged him back
"I miss you"I kissed him he smirked
"Come over tonight I have something I wanna give to you"Hayes kissed my forehead I nodded he walked away I smiled to myself I walked back to my house taking a nice long shower I fixed my hair and threw on something nice
"Where you going?"My mom bursted through my door
"To Hayes...."I said
"O well me carefully"She kissed me walking away I grabbed my purse and walked downstairs closing the front door behind me I walked over Hayes he's just a couple houses down when I got there all the lights were off
"Hello?"I knocked no one answered I opened the door to see candles lit up the stair way with a sign saying follow the candles I did as told and walked up stairs Hayes was waiting with flowers I smiled hugging him
"There's more"he smirked I followed him into his room roses were everywhere
"Beautiful"I smiled Hayes kissed me I kissed him back I took off my shirt
"What are you doing?"Hayes stopped me
"This isn't what you want?"I asked
"No......"he laughed
"This is what I want"I frowned he grabbed my hips
"Carter your beautiful and I love you I just can't"He said
"Hayes......I'm a Virgin you should know this and I love you to but is ok-Hayes cut me off
"You don't understand and I can't explain"He looked at me
"Fine."I put back on my shirt
"Carter don't go"Hayes grabbed my arm
"I don't know exactly what went wrong, but I know it's always my fault"I picked up my purse Hayes grabbed my body throwing me on the bed he slowly got on top of me kissing my neck I pushed him off
"Not if you don't wanna do it"I closed my eyes
"I want to I did for a while it's just I don't wanna hurt you"He said I closed my eyes and saw clouds as birds were passing me by
"Touch me....."I whispered Hayes took my shirt off kissing my beast I laid back I looked at him while he took his shirt off
"Come here..."He smirked I did as told he picked me up slamming me against the walk kissing me a very heated make out was happening we took off our pants i grabbed a condom telling him to put it on he did as told he laid me down getting on top of me he slowly kissed my neck I closed my eyes only few seconds later to feel a sharp high pain in my lower body.
"Oweeeee"I said under my breath
"Sorry"Hayes said I grabbed the sheets as the pain was still there but was slowly fading away
"Uhhhhhh"I moaned Hayes started to breathe hard he reaches for the dresser panicking
"It's ok shhh......"I told him he looked at me and kissed me I felt my body starting to build up a feeling a great one Hayes started going faster I arched my back
"Fuck"Hayes mumbled I smiled as I kissed him love is the key to everything.......i felt Hayes slow down I came as soon as he stopped and fell over I closed my eyes taking a deep breath I think I started to fall asleep
"Jesus I love this girl please don't take her....."I felt Hayes kiss my shoulder I opened my eyes to see his blue eyes
"I love you too"I smiled
"I know......ill always love you and never know why..."Hayes kissed me I kissed back me and Hayes got dressed Hayes decided to walk me home but as we were walking I felt my lungs close while my eyes rolled to the back of my head as my body hit the ground
"Carter!!!"Hayes shouted I couldn't speak I just looked up at the sky where I knew I belong but............now I know that I belong
