Carter P.O.V
"Mom I don't wanna go to this meeting"I frowned she pulled the cover off of me
"Carter i know but it could help"She said
"Mom I'm dying nothing can help"I said her face turned blue she walked out my room I got up and looked outside
"Carter!!!"Hayes shouted from downstairs I walked down
"Hey babe"I smiled he kissed me
"I have great news!"He smiled
"What?"I asked
"I have tour dates out"He said
"That's good!"I shouted
"So how do you feel?"He asked me
"Well I feel normal and happy for you"I laughed Hayes looked at my chest
"It's good to know my boobs are discovered"I smiled he smirked
"Sorry I'm just......nothing"He said
"Hayes are you ok?"I asked him
"No......I'll never be ok knowing that the love of my life is dying"he frowned
"Hayes be happy I am"I kissed his cheek Hayes hugged me
"I have to go"Hayes said we shared our goodbyes I watched Hayes leave my house
2 hours later
I woke up from my nap I called my mom but she didn't answer must me gone I walked downstairs and saw that Hayes was at his house I made cupcakes and walked over
"Hayes!"I shouted his mom was still in jail and his dad wasn't there the door was opened
"Babe!!!!"I called I walked upstairs to his room to find him on the floor a pill bottle was next to him
"Hayes!!!!"I shouted I dragged him into the bathroom holding him over the toilet I opened his mouth shoving my fingers down his throat he threw up
"Hayes why would you do this!"I shouted at him he kept throwing up the pills I held my head in tears
"Carter...."Hayes tried grabbing my hand
"No!!!"I shouted pushing him away
"They told me too"He cried
"Who?!?"I asked
"Kim and her friends and people I don't even know and I let it take over my mind"tears washed over his face
"You told me don't give up Hayes and look what your doing"I stood up
"I'm sorry.....I'm sorry"Hayes grabbed me
"Bye"I walked away
"Stay I need you"he frowned I looked at him his cheeks was fleshed and eyes was red I touched his chest
"Get undress you need a bath"I told him I walked into the bathroom turning on the water hayes took his clothes off getting in I grabbed his rag putting soap on it
"Skies are crying I am watching catching tear drops in my hand only silents as its ending like we never had a chance..."I song
"Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?"Hayes song along
"You can take everything I have you can break everything I am like I'm made of glass......like I'm made of paper..."I song Hayes looked at me
"I am going through so much and I'm just tired"He grabbed his towel
"Hayes I love you"I walked away he grabbed my arm
"Is that a goodbye?"He asked
"A break is what we need"I said
"Do you hear that?"He asked I listened out
"No"I said
"That's the sound of my heart breaking"He looked at his feet I begin to feel tears
"Hayes goodbye I love you"I kissed his cheek
"Carter!!! You choose to leave me now really? I guess this is what happens when you fall in love with a sick dying girl"He snapped
"How could you say that?"I asked holding my tears back
"Cause.....I fell in love with that girl"He cried I ran away I couldn't hold back my tears
