Hayes P.O.V
I rushed Carter to the hospital I told the doctors about everything the illusions and even the sex but the doctor said her lungs are getting worst.....She's basically dying and a new pair of lungs will help
"Carter your going to get through this"I held her pale hand
"Hayes I'm so tired"She spoke
"go to sleep"I kissed her hand
"No...I'm tired mentally and physically Hayes I wake up fighting everyday and maybe... just maybe I am meant to die"she said
"If you leave I'll be alone..."I held my tears back
"One day someone will look at you the same way you at me"she smiled
"Your fucking dying and you're basically happy?"I raised my voice a little
"If I had to do it all over again I'll do it the same way but the difference would me I would know I'll be sick and on purpose I choose you...."she said
"What! Put me through this again?.....what's next? I sit here and watch my wife die"I msaid
"No Hayes you sit here with you're wife and help her fight"She said
"Cater my heart is killing me"I held back the tears she could see the look on my face that I was about to cry
"Hayes you remember when that guy raped me?"she asked
"Yeah"I said
"You helped me...only you, not the cops or anyone only you....I need you to be my weight again Hayes be my strength"she touched my face
"But..-She cut me off
"Be the arms I take my last breath in"She ran hair fingers through my hair
"We came so far along and now I can't believe it's going to end"He looked away
