Carter P.O.V
Yup.....cancer is back for me I knew I was going to die sooner or later at least I'll leave peacefully since Hayes doesn't remember me
"Fuckk!!"Hayes shouted I jumped up running downstairs
"What's wrong?"I asked
"I can't remember shit I'm such a fucking dummy"Hayes picked up a vas and threw it
"It's not your fault"I tried to stop him
"Carter I can't even remember my mom name!"He shouted in my face
"You will soon"I tried to smile it off he grabbed me dragging me to a mirror
"You see that girl? Everyone tells me she's my girlfriend and I am in love with her but when I look at you I see nothing but a stranger"He pushed me away
"You will know me I promise"I grabbed Hayes he pulled away harshly causing him to hit his head on the door
"Hayes!!"I shouted tying to help him up
"Carter?"He looked at me
"Are you ok?"I asked him
"Carter!"Hayes hugged me
"Hayes?"I asked him,Hayes eyes looked deeply into my soul
"What? Carter it's me"He smiled a tear dropped from my cheek
"Hayes"I said softly hugging him he hugged me tightly
"Your back"I smiled
"Yeah I am"He stopped in his traces
"What?"I asked
"It was a girl who came in my house with a bat and she beat me with it Carter.....She just started hitting me and screaming and you weren't here"Hayes stepped back
"I.....I had to leave Hayes,you don't wanna know"I said
"No I do wonder what was so dam important that you left me to die"Hayes voice soften
"Hayes I didn't leave you to die I got into a fight and got into a fight then suspended"I said his face turned red
"Your doing everything wrong"Hayes held his head
"Hayes please believe me"I begged
"I would have never fucking left you to die and you out of all people should know that"his tears hit the floor softly
"Hayes.....you can be mad later but don't be mad now"I told him
"Why fucking not?"He asked me
"Hayes one day I'm going to die and it might be sooner than later"I spoke
"We're all going to die one day"Hayes responded
"Hayes.....my lung cancer is back I know it is"I spoke softly to Hayes hoping I didn't crush his soul Hayes looked at me with a plane face no kind of expression
"No"He looked down
"Hayes..."I wiped his tears
"Why do everything bad happens to me Carter"He cried
"Hayes I love you so much and out of all things you have to know that"I rubbed his back
"If you love me then why would you leave me?"He asked
"Hayes it's just time for me to die"I told him
"Your not scared?"He asked
"No.....because you made me the person I am today"I smiled at him kissing his forehead
"I am so in love with you"he wiped his tears
"I know baby.....I know....
To be continued
