Carter P.O.V
"You ok?"Hayes asked pouring water on me as I sat in the bathtub thinking
"Yeah I'm fine"I rested my head on my knee caps
"Let's go babe"he handed me my towel I stood up he wrapped the towel around me
"Thank you for being here"I smiled Hayes kissed my cheek
"There gotta be someplace better for people like you a happy place"Hayes handed me my shirt
"What about your happiness?"I asked putting it on
"Ever since you got here I have my happiness"He smiled I blushed kissing him after I got dress Hayes took me over his friends house everyone looked at me as if I was a alien I sat down and looked around
"Everyone this is Carter my girlfriend"Hayes ate a chip I waved
"Your brown hairs makes me wanna puke"A girl said I frowned
"Don't mind her that's Kj she thinks if it's not pink then it's not beauty"Hayes smirked
"I'm Nash Hayes brother"He said as he sharpen his knife
"Nice to meet you"I smiled after meeting everyone else Hayes told them about my lung cancer
"What so your dying?"Nash asked
"You can put it that way"I said looking at Hayes
"Wow died girl walking we can be cool"KJ winked Hayes threw a chip at her
"Who's your favorite singer?"Hayes asked
"I love Justin bieber"I smiled everyone looked at me
"Yeah I take back the friend thing"KJ walked away
"No it's ok"Nash smiled I nodded standing up
"What's wrong?"Hayes asked
"Nothing just feel a little tight"I bit my lip Hayes walked me outside
"Are you ok?"Hayes asked
"I just......I just don't know about this Hayes for gosh sakes they think that I'm some kinda of ghost walking around"I frowned
"Don't over think it"he rubbed my back
"Hayes it's just....I'm scared"I bit my lip Hayes pulled something out of his pocket handing it to me
"I started painting but then I decided it's no use my world is all black anyways"He looked at the sky
"It's beautiful Hayes I hope to be here when your paintings become world known"I smiled
"I know it's tough but please don't give up don't speak that way cause I won't allow you you're to young to live this way"Hayes pushed my hair behind my ear
"My whole life people have been telling me what to do"I rolled my eyes
"While you have a fucking choice Carter either don't give up or fucking die!"He shouted walking away
"Don't get mad at me Hayes!"I snapped
"Your my only light Carter......in this dark dark world your my only light and your trying to put your own self out"He poked my shoulder
"I don't know why this world so awful to me"I touched my chest
"I don't want you to die Carter I don't and......is hurting so fucking bad"Hayes dropped to his knees in tears I got down to his level and grabbed his face
"Nothing lasts forever my dear eventually the stars will burn out and so will I"I looked him in the eyes
"But see your not a star.....your a whole other universe"Hayes wiped his tears
"I'll fight for it,I'll fight it for you Don't you worry about me Hayes I'll find a way to hang around and annoy you for a long time"I giggled Hayes smiled at me
"I love you to infinity...."He kissed me
"And beyond"I bit his lip
