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Chapter Ten

Marissa pov

"I care for you. You know that right?" Kian asks as we are cuddling in bed

At the moment my back was face him and his arms were around my waist

"Ya I know that..." I say "why are you asking"

"No reason just want you to know" he says

"I care you too" I say after a few moments of silence "I also appreciate every you do and feel for me.... It makes me not feel alone"

He makes his grip tighter around my my stomach

"You never told your past" he mentions

"Well it was a normal past. My mom and dad always fighting then when I got older my mom left and my dad took he's anger out on me. I was getting bullied at school never really friend until I met Eleanor. At this I was already just having fun on the internet thinking nothing could worse. The Internet was my safe place. Eleanor and I did everything together was always there for each other. Then a few years later I moved out when I was only 15 and went to go live with Trevor. He some how found me on the Internet and we became best friend. I told him everything and he tried so hard to fix everything when most of it was out of his control. He then Introduce me to you guys and I Introduce you to Eleanor. Then turned 18 moved out with Eleanor cause I didn't want to be a bother to Trevor or his family. But that's about it. Very normal...." I finish

"I didn't know" he says after a while

"Nobody really did. I guess you wouldn't expect it from a very happy girl" I say Sadden

"Are you? Are you really happy?" He asks

He has been the first to ever even ask that...

"I truly don't know" I say "but you some how made it a bit better" I smile

I could just feel kian's smile

"Now what's your story" I ask

"That's a long story for another time" he says

"No far I told you mine" I say

"Ya but I can just feel you trying not to fall asleep" he says

"Ok that not be a bit true but still come on" I say

"Nope I'll tell you another time. I promise..." He says

"Promises are not met to be kept" I say closing my eyes

The last thing before I fell asleep was... "This one is"

Then everything went dark and I fell into a dreamless sleep.

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I wake up still in kian's arms. I try and slowly unwrap kian's arms. Lucky he was a deep sleeper so I got out.

I then start to get ready for the last day of vidcon.

I changed into a striped t-shirt, black tights, white Jean flannel and white converse.

I go into the bathroom and do every little makeup. Well a more casual look.

'The base', thin line of wing eyeliner, mascara and light lip stain.

I lightly curl my hair at the tips and put my grey beanie and glasses on. My glasses look like 'tumblr glasses' but they are real.

That only took 20 minutes to do everything so I decided to get coffee for Kian and I since i don't see Eleanor or Sam in the room and if I don't get my coffee I will never move.

I grab my phone and a 10 dollar bill.

I walk out of the room and down to the lobby where there was a Starbucks.

Not many people were done there. So I walk up to Starbucks. I got stop by a few fans. they asked for a picture and I was fine with that I mean they support me. I wouldn't be here without them.

I got up to the counter and placed my order.

"That will be $7.50" the last working there politely says

I give her the 10 and she gives me my change.

I wait for the drinks and talk to a few more fans in till my name got called.

I went and grabbed the drinks and went upstairs back to the room.

I use the room key and walk into the room to see Kian awake on his phone.

The door closed and his head shot in my Direction.

"I brought coffee" I say with a smile

He smiles back

"I thought you died" he says

Which made me laugh a bit.

I walk up to him and put both of are coffees down on the nightstand.

"I missed you" Kian say pull he into his arms making me fall on him.

"I only left for 10 minutes" I say

"And I felt every cold for those 10 minutes" he says

We both smile and kiss each other.

"So you like your tattoo" he smirks

"Yup I've always wanted that" I say

"I know" he says

Which made me smile big

He makes me happy when I'm with him... So this is love?

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Hey guys it's Marissa I hope you like this chapter and I'm sorry it took so long but it's here now.

I hope you liked it and we will see you guys soon