CIARA POV
It was graduation this week and i was still hurting. the bruises on my face is starting to fade away. I've gotten really close to Jordan and Shawn they are really funny and goofy. As for Major he still hurts me like a dog. When he leaves to go to 'WORK" he chains me to the bed so i dont try and run away. Then he would call trina over to watch me. i've stayed in touch with my mother she is actually been trying to get cleaned up shes been clean for 4 months but i never knew that. I was in tameka house looking at myself in the mirror. I didnt know i was crying until tameka came over and hugged me tightly whispering sorry over and over again.
Ciara- tameka stop saying your sorry your not able to do anything.
Tameka- what kind of best friend am I. i'm just sitting here letting the monster beat on you.
Ciara- No your not your actually helping me in a big way just promise me to stop beating yourself up over this.
Tameka- i promise
We did each others makeup and hair and got ready. we drove with shawn and jordan. i was sitting in the backseat with jordan while shawn and tameka was in the front.
Jordan- how you feeling ma?
Ciara- drained, tired, helpless, and ready to leave school what about you
Jordan- why wont you let me and shawn take care of ole boy i hate seeing my BEST FRIEND hurt.
Ciara- like i told tameka you guys are helping me already by just sitting by my side. I know you guys dont like seeing me like this but soon imma leave. And i know you guys are going to say why not leave now and why because he got too many people watching what im doing. So when we get to the school and i exit out this car with you tameka and shawn i'm go and prepare for the beating coming my way. I love you guys to much to let you guys get into something that has nothing to do with you guys.
i saw him clench his jaw becuase he was angry. i scooted over and hugged him tightly as if it was my last time seeing him again. Shoot i can honestly say i really do love jordan. The problem i'm in with Major is confusing. we pulled up to the school and i got out with jordan. i saw one of major boys over by the entrance shaking his head. i sighed heavily and saw my mother. she looked soo beautiful. She looks like she never did drugs at all. I walked up to her and hugged her tightly. When we let go of each other she introduced me to her fiance CHARLES. i hugged him tightly also. Hey you never know it could be my last time seeing all these people. I walked away and went inside the school and saw all of major boys in the corner huddled up talking. Then they all looked at me shaking their heads and there was Major in the middle looking angry and fustrated. Then in walks Jordan, Shawn, and tameka. we all walked to where all the graduates were.
-------------after graduation---------------------------
I graduated with tameka and we were top of our class. Me, Shawn, Jordan, My mom, and Her fiance and also my favorite cousins went to celebrate at golden coral. my cousins are like my big brothers they was with me growing up but they left me and they moved away but they always had my back with the boys just like i had their back when they had girl trouble. my oldest cousin zae is 23 and yes he is a thug in the streets. my other cousin is 22 his name is trey. he is a also a drug dealer. As we was just sitting down eating and goofing around in walked Major and Trina hand and hand. i guess everybody saw me starring their way because they all looked over at them.
MOM- hunny isnt that your boyfriend over there?
Ciara- sadly yes it is
Mom- why is he all up on that little girl
ciara- i dont really know and i dont care to find out i'm here to have fun please lets not talk about him pretty please.
Mom- okay hun
We went back to goofing around and i got a text message from major.
Major: MEET ME BY THE RESTROOMS
Ciara- ROT IN HELL MAJOR IM SOO DONE WITH YOU. YOU CAN KEEP MY CLOTHES AND STUFF AT YOUR HOUSE IM LEAVING YOU.
Major- UGHH CIARA YOU JUST NEVER LEARN I SWEAR YOU GOING TO REGRET PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS
Ciara- haha nigga im playing with your emotions nigga please you only have one emotion towards which is jealousy and hate nigga boom
Major- wow once again your hanging with them niggas and you grow some balls. stop letting them feed into your head because your still a weak ass bitch now get over here.
Ciara- NIGGA ITS OVER DONE THERES NO MORE US NOW STOP TEXTING MY PHONE AND GO BACK TO YOUR TRICK TRINA.
Major- tisk tisk you will learn someday
I didnt even want to respond anymore theres never any getting to him. i guess my mom sensed my mood change becuase she questioned me
Mom- babygirl whats wrong
Ciara- huh ? nothing wrong mom
Mom- hunny your eye color changed to red i'm not stupid that means your really angry
After she said that everybody looked at me. i closed my eyes for 5 seconds and opened it back up.
Tameka- well there back to hazel now but what was wrong?
Ciara- child nothing was wrong lol im fine i promise
We went back to talking then we all walked out to the cars. Jordan stopped me in front of everybody
Jordan- ciara i was wonderign if you would like to go on a date with me tomrrow ?
Ciara- awwe jordan i would love to
i hugged him tightly once again. he whispered in my ear
"im not complaining but why do you keep hugging me tightly like its the last time you will ever get to hold me"
i let go of him and smiled. once again we never know what the future holds.
