*2 months later*
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Ciara pov
I am officially 4 months and im starting to show just a little bit. Tameka is now 8 months pregnant looking like she about to pop. Jordan has been acting weird lately. He comes home late. He doesn't talk ot me anymore. And he became distant. i sat down dressed in some ripped washed jeans and a polo shirt with some Jordans. Jordan came in and sat next to. i called Tameka and shawn over so we can all talk. They came and looked at Jordan and sat down.
Ciara- baby?
Jordan-.......................
Shawn- bruh you cool
Jordan- yeah lets get this meeting over with
Tameka- okay
Ciara- Jordan whats been wrong with you lately. you been distant and upset and out late whats wrong.
Shawn- yeah man we can talk if you want i don't even see yo ass anymore
He looked over at me like he wanted to cry. i was confused.
Jordan- baby i really do love you forever and always
Ciara- Jordan your scaring me i know you do what is going on
Jordan- i made a mistake. i don't know why
My heart sunk to my stomach.
Shawn- bruh what was your mistake
Tameka- please god please god please god let everything be okay
Ciara- what was your mistake baby
Jordan- Ciara quay Johnson i ................................
i started crying. He never says my full name unless its really serious
Shawn- what you do bruh and lil sis stop crying
Tameka- sissy stop crying your upsetting the baby
i wiped my tears and looked over at Jordan waiting for him to finish.
Jordan- baby i cheated on you with my hoes.
my eyes turned colors.
Shawn- Tameka her eyes are red black and blue
Tameka- red- pissed black- ready to kill and blue- sad
Ciara- wha.. what why Jordan
Jordan- i don't know babe i didn't mean it. it was a mistake.
i got up to punch him. But i couldn't bring myself to touch him.
Tameka- beat his ass sissy
Ciara- i .......i cant
I ran upstairs and grabbed some boxes and suitcases from the closet. i started throwing his stuff in the boxes. i wrapped them up. i packed all his clothes in the suitcase and his hygiene stuff. i brought down the suitcase and set it next to the door. i grabbed all the boxes and brung them down.
Ciara- Jordan get out my house ............ please
Jordan- baby please can we work through (gco)
Ciara- Jordan please just leave i cant work through this i'm sorry
He got up and walked over to me and hugged me tightly. i wiggled out and kept hitting his chest. He let me go and looked me in my eyes.
Jordan- i love you forever and always Remember that always i will be back next week to get the rest of my stuff. Your always going to be my babygirl.
Ciara- bye jordan
Shawn help Jordan with his stuff and they left. i fell to the floor and cried and cried my eyes out. Jordan seen me hurt by so many and he sits here and hurt me emotionally. What happened to i love you forever and always. I got up and decided to call Zae. he lives on the other side of town which is only 20 minutes away.
Zae- wassup lil cuz
Ciara (sniffles)- Zae are there any 2 bedroom apartments over there for rent
Zae- whats wrong and yeah its one upstairs why
Ciara- do you mind renting it out for me ill pay you back tell them i will be moving in this Saturday.
Zae- okay lil cuz
We hung up and i started packing some stuff.
******* Saturday*********************
i woke up at 6 a.m and showered and brushed my teeth and got dressed. Zae walked in the house loading up the truck for me. The only thing left in this house is the white couch and the fish aquarium. i set the house key on the counter and left.
**********next week*****************
JORDAN POV
Shawn drove me over to Ciara house so i could get the rest of my stuff. He said he was coming in just in case Ciara eyes change and she kills me. We walked in and saw it was empty. I ran upstairs and it was empty. i opened the closet and saw the rest of my clothes in there. i took them downstairs and Shawn took them and said he was waiting in the car since Ciara aint here. i walked over to the counter and touched the key she left behind. I saw a piece of paper with a lipstick stain on it. i read the note:
Dear Jordan,
If your reading this note then i have already left this house with all my belongings. Jordan you said forever and always what happened to it. You hurt me deep. You were there to see me get hurt by so many people and the one person i expected not to hurt me did it anyways. Please don't be mad at me. But i needed to be out before you came or i would have gave in. I'm tired of people i put my trust and love in they turned on me. ITS NOT SAFE. I cant do it. Not anymore. Last night i cried my heart out. You promised me everything. Jordan you said i will always be your BONNIE. that will never go away. Your always going to be my CLYDE. Just know this isn't our goodbye. Before i leave, ill see you soon. Goodbyes mean we wont see each other again. We will. What i tell you will really make you 'see me soon"
Love forever and always,
Your always BONNIE
