"She went from holding her daddy's hand to holding a cigarette. She went from standing by her brother to walking out on him. She went from being happy to not even having enough energy to pretend. It wasn't a gradual thing. It was a sudden change. A...
It's been a few weeks since my encounter with the drama poster. Today are the try outs and I'm hella freaked out. I haven't done this in a year and there's also a lot of other components I'm freaked out about. For one Asher has been really weird and almost guilty looking. Nevaeh has been trying to talk to me every fucking day and Noah... Well we have another date tomorrow. We were sopost to go on one a week ago but her got the stomach flu. Thank you to all the unvaccinated teenagers of America for that one. But strangest of all I'm feeling just a tiny bit less..... well less empty.
I got out of my car walking into the school sipping on my coffee. It's 8:00 am on a Saturday and I need coffee to function. I was just about to be late if I didn't hurry so I was running my ass threw that parking lot and into the auditorium. I drifted into a seat in the back sucking down my last drop of coffee.
The director Mrs Elenore explained the usual and started calling names. We could sing whatever we want so I picked a song the suited me best. If you made it past the dining you had to dance a solo. I had Lennon make me a dance because she has spent 10 years in Ballet. If you made that you had to do a select acting scene and if you made it past all that, you were in. Considering I was the lead in almost every play stakes were high , and I myself haven't practiced since my life flipped. Breaking me from my thought my name was called fishing me to the stage.
Standing there I felt some type of happiness. This was familiar but so foreign. "Miss Dolan what will you be singing today?" Mrs Elenore smiled. "Say something" I mumbled. I took a deep breathe and started to sing: A/nthisishersinging:
I slowly finished the last notes. Giving a fake smile. "You still got it baby doll" Mrs Elenore smiled. I passed of the stage and back to my seat. Why am I doing this?
I finished past the acting and was told the set list would be posted tomorrow. Part of me wants lead while the other wants to be a five second role but as I walking out of the auditorium someone stopped me. "Erin your mom is at the front office to pick you up" the teacher told me. Viola I thought getting pissed. I rant I the main office to yell at her for the way she treated me at Starbucks but she wasn't there. A tall slim blond haired green eyed woman stood in the main office by the sigh out sheet . "I was told my Mom was here to pick me up..." I explained to the principle. "Yes Ms Erin she's right here" the principle nodded tithe woman standing there. "That's impossible I don't have a mom and my dad got divorced from his wife. This woman isn't my mom!" I said rather confused and aggravated. "Honey everyone has a mom " the principle rolled her eyes. "I don't mine left at birth I haven't even met her so excuse me I'll be driving home" I whipped around but stopped when I heard sobs. I looked back at the last to see her crying. "Erin it's me" she said looking into my eyes. "I your mom, Savanah" she cried getting closer. "How do you know my moms name!" I yelled at her. "Whatever sick joke this is it isn't funny!!" "It's not a joke! Look at me we look alike you have my nose!" She cried.
I looked into her eyes examining them. You know how people say a blindfolded kid can pick their mother out of a group? Well I don't need to blind folded or have a group to know this woman gave birth to me, but she is not my mom.
I pushed past her running out of the school. I heard her screaming my name as I dialed a number in my phone.
"Come pick me up now!"
Asher'sPOV:
I slowly stripped down the girl in front of me leaving her in my bed. I would tell you her name but I do t know it myself. Just as I leaned into kiss her my phone started to ring. It wasn't my normal ring tone. It was the one I set for important people. I pushed the girl aside picking up my phone seeing a picture of Erin light up on the screen. I smiled at it answering the call. "Come pick me up now!" She cried/yelled into the phone. "Alright" I quickly answered putting on my clothes. "Get out of here" I rolled my eyes at the slur as she teared up and ran away.
Already knowing that Erin was at the school because she was auditioning for the play, I sped to the there. As I got closer I saw her sitting by the curb by school I pulled over. "What are you doing? Who dropped you off?" I asked as she slammed the car door. "I drove here" she mumbled looking out the window. "What about your car?" I asked. "She would recognize it" she mumbled again. "Who would?" I questioned again. "My mom" she said clearly now looking at me "so floor it" Holy fucking shit.
—
We sped down the road finally stopping at my house. "Where are we?" Erin asked getting out of the car. "My house. You told me to go where no one would look so here we are" I shrugged putting in the pin to the gate. "Your rich!" She gasped. "My dad is" I rolled my eyes. "I suddenly feel like I want to marry you" she smirked. "Gold digger" I mumbled pushing her shoulder.
I lead her into house bringing her into my favorite room. It my mothers old library. "So why'd you call me to rescue you and not Noah" I cringed at his name. "Because you were there when I oped that letter, and now my mom is back! I'm lost, have no idea what to do, scared , and for the first time in my life my mom if here and I'm still alone. I have no friends to talk to. A kind of boyfriend who's life is perfect. A family who've I've resented. So the only person to call was you. I thought I wanted my mother here but looking in her eyes now I don't, and all of this is my fault. I've pushed away anything I cared for a woman who pushed me away. And .... and ... I ... I" she rambled on until her eyes filled with tears and her throat croaked.
All of the pain she was in is my fault. I called her mom trying to help and now here she is sobbing up a storm in my mom's library as her mom is out looking her her. I had no idea how to comfort her so I took her into a hug. As I pulled away I did the only thing I really knew how to do and............................. I kissed her...
* * * DRAMMMMMA!!!! Savanah is back guys!!!!! Whoop! This is what she looks like as an adult:
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Comment what you think will happen when Grayson sees her!!! Love yah, bye 😜