"She went from holding her daddy's hand to holding a cigarette. She went from standing by her brother to walking out on him. She went from being happy to not even having enough energy to pretend. It wasn't a gradual thing. It was a sudden change. A...
Uncle Ethan got home late last night. He told us that he we had a week to stay here before we go back to live with my dad again. I'm not prepared to talk to him and definitely won't be in a weeks time.
My dad isn't himself lately and I don't know why. Weather it's my mom or the way I've been acting. I miss the way he use to be. Although I shut him out I really did love him. I still do I can never just not love. As much as he wasn't there, there were times where he was. And the good times eliminate the bad. He's my dad, nothing can change that.
And as for my mother, I don't know who she is. We've texted a couple of times since last night. Her story made her seem less like the bad guy. Leaving us was s Krishna but she did what she had to to be happy. That's what I've been doing this past year myself. I've been selfish. I'm done being selfish. I'm done harping over those I don't have. I'm done leading people on because now I know how that feels. He led me on. Asher led me on.
Asher. I didn't know that I needed him until I was at my weakest. He was always apart of my life. Since I was a little kid he was my brothers best friend. I always found him attractive but now I saw so much more. I fell in love with him in a blink of an eye. I started a game with him bthinking it would be fun but I ended up getting hurt. He played me. I hat more can I say, the player got played.
I looked down at my phone as the screen lit up with Nevaeh's name.
Nevaeh👾👸🏻💜:
Hey bb... I think my cousin is on his way to your house.
Me:
Wtf?!?? Why????
Nevaeh👾👸🏻💜:
Idk just warning you
I sighed rolling over in my bed. As if on que the doorbell rang. I hate my uncle rather say that he would get it and I quickly changed exchanger my sweatshirt for a skin tight crop top. I pulled out my messy bun and scrunched my hair to get some volume. If I learned anything while playing the field it's how to handle a fuckboy. I walked downstairs into the living room where my cousins and brother sat accompanied by the fuckboy himself.
"Hey Erin what's up?" Ashly smiled patting the couch for me to sit down.
"You want to go to this killer party with me later. I think Elliot will be there" I said nudging her shoulder.
"Whose Elliot and why would my little sister be interested in going to a party with him" Austin growled.
"He's a hot 16 year old boy with Ashay's name all over him" I smirked at her brother.
"Erin you are a terrible influence" Eric chuckled.
"I learned from the best" I chuckled at my brother.
"So you in?" I asked Ashly earning a quick nod. "Alright let's go get dressed then" I smiled.
I wasn't planning on making a cameo at this party but oh well. I went into my closet and pulled out a tight navy blue dress for me and a black two piece for ashay.
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I knew my uncle Ethan wouldn't be thrilled with tonight's attire so I tossed ashay a sweater to put over her outfit and I pulled on a sweatshirt and shorts. Tonight would be strange.
