•Changed• |Grayson Dolan| Book 2 of My Bullies...

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Erin's POV:
My name is Erin Dolan. I'm 16 have a twin brother and my hobbies include drinking, smoking, and sex. My father is Grayson Dolan and I also have a half sister Lennon who is 13. I also have an ex step mother named Viola. She's a bitch. My real mom is ...  I don't really know where she is.

That's kind of how I got my bad habits. I wasn't always like this. I use to hang out with my brother and his best friend Asher. That changed when Asher started to act strange around me and be all touchy. I got the feeling he was trying to make me his next victim. Asher is s complete fuck boy and plays a girl so fast. My brother would never let him hurt me though. Even after all I have done to him,

I've ignored him and shut him out for months. I surprised he even tries. What's the point in keeping a relationship when I'll never be happy? I'll always feel alone and left out. That's just how you feel when you've changed because of someone else. When it's a gradual change the only people that notice are the ones around you, but when it's a snap your the first to know you've changed.

There were days were I sat and talked about boys with my thirteen year old sister and hung out with my twin brother and play wrestler. I even had friends and I would go to the mall and show s cheery smile. But these days, the only company I get are the guys I hook up with and the half drunk bottle of vodka stored in my room.

It's weird to think such a huge change could happen from someone I don't know, but after years of feeling like an outcast in school. I learned to resent the mother I never knew for not being there for the Mother's Day party in 1st grade, my middle school graduation, my sweet sixteen, and my 8th grade dance, oh and my first boyfriend. All of those moments a mother should be there my father stepped up and held my hand because he loved me, but I still shut him out ,too. All because of the mom I never new.

"Erin get up we have school" Eric banged on my door. I have a huge hangover and don't want to go. "Nooo" I yelled. "Erin" he sighed coming into my room and sitting in the edge of my bed. "Why do you do this to yourself?" He asked looking at your hands. "Do what" I scoffed. "Get yourself into a big mess and push away the people that can help you out? I'm here for you Erin! Your my twin sister I love you. So does dad and Lennon. And are cousins and aunt Cameron and uncle Ethan. Why don't you get that we're all here" he said disdained. "It's not about who's here it's about who's not here" I mumbled. "You can't blame our mom for your issues" he rolled his eyes an started to walk out. "You think I have issues!" I screamed at him. "I can't pretend you don't smell like an ash tray and a case of beer" he scoffed slamming my door. I knew he was right but I just didn't care.

I rolled out of bed and went to my closet. I threw on some grey and black joggers and a loose crop to and tied a flannel around my waist. I jumped into my white converse and headed out of my room for school.

I walked down the fall but stopped when I heard talking. "Dad she's shutting me out. She doesn't even make eye contact with me." My brother told my dad. "She shuts us all out." My dad sighed. "But it's different for me! She's my other half. Uncle Ethan never shut you out you don't get it. I feel like I did something wrong!" My brother whisper yelled. "Eric? Are you crying" my dad gasped. "No men don't cry" he shook his head. "Men cry get over here" my dad said probably giving him a hug.

I pretended I didn't hear that and came down the stairs. I grabbed my back pack and walked out the door. I rode my Penny Board to school and walked to my locker. I grabbed my books and slammed my locker shut. "Long time no see" someone said from behind me. I whipped around to see Asher. My brothers best friend. The one I avoided from his ways but now because I avoid all human contact.

"Where have you been?" I asked Asher. "Well I'm at your house everyday but I was suspended for a few weeks" he chuckled "Do you avoid me on purpose?". I chuckled "Don't take it personal. I shut everyone who wants to fix my problems out" I rolled my eyes. "So Eric has said. But maybe I'm not here to fix your problems but only create different ones" he smirked and turned on his heels walking the other way. I rolled my eyes for the thousandth time today and went to class.

At lunch I sat at a random table and a guy sat next to me. "Lookin for some fun? Call me" he smirked giving me his number. "She'll be calling me for fun trust me "Asher said taking his seat. The guy walked away and I looked at Asher "Don't you sit with my brother" I asked annoyed. "He didn't come to school" he said. "Oh shit" I jumped up from the table and ran out of the room. Asher followed and yelled after me. "Where are you going?" He yelled catching up to me. "I have to go see what's wrong with my brother" I told him rushing out of the school.

I ran into my house panting. "Eric!" I yelled searching for him. I heard the front door open and i jumped. "Erin he and your dad went out. I was trying to tell you" he laughed. "Ughhhh" I screamed throwing myself on the coach. "He just never misses school" I groaned threw the pillow in my face. "So you don't fully shut them out you care about them but don't let them care about you." Asher smirked thinking he was a therapist. "Go away" I sighed and just like that he was gone. Classic Asher
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