Feelings exposed

Terrible compromise

The things you've taught me felt so cliche

Sex as an addiction

Drugs to make the pain go away

Finding alternatives to reject what I need to do

Just to numb this, all these commands

Do this, do that and find something new

Showing that there is some people who cannot overcome what they need to do 

Taking the stands by the things we feel to make up to

Feeling sick and betrayed by the ones who said are loved but cannot feel much to pursue

The life they are meant to have and refuses to walk away and shine through

I feel so fooled for any of it to be true

That you are incapable to care about anyone but yourself but that is just what you do

But I bottle up my feelings just for you

I've learned to put my heart on my sleeve and the grenade in my hand and prepare for whatever comes

Feeling the gust of wind around me as my world crumbles down to complete and utter nothing

Nothing is the sanctuary where everything goes and nothing hides in the abyss of true feeling that will never be able to be explained because we avoid what could be done

And that is all everyone feels

nothing

Are we dying? Is it true?

Such a depressing thing to look forward to without the understanding of why

Why does bad things happen all the time to people who may not deserve 

The tolerance of pain as everything seems to come

But the pain that 'it' brings us makes us all one

We all unite to help everyone

Or is that how it should be? When greed is the only thing everyone seems to think

That is the answer to everyone

No one understands how help could help some 

The ones who decide to share the generosity for not all but one

That they share the love and passion that was instilled in them that brightens the sun