A Blank Ink Story

Chapter 3: ...ma... ...ve...

Christmas passed and New Year came, as I continue to write this story, I realized that... me and Yanie, we rarely talk to each other and as sad as I can be, it affects my mood as I type the next words in this part. I never thought it would turn out to be a satisfying yet lonely year but as I look back where it all started, I missed the very person that stirred all the sorts of harmony in my life, and that is Tammy. the girl who is still walking around with the last piece of my love. Out of desperation to know her real name, I accessed the local list of all the sections and who are enrolled at every section. I managed to find our section and successfully got a grip in her name, her full name is Ma. Tamara Rivero, I added her to my social media list moments after I found her name and easily got accepted right away, but I never thought that talking to her wouldn't be that easy because, she has a connection with Yanie and she might think of me as something else, a stalker and a weird guy... at least that's what I'm thinking about. As the term elapsed, nothing changed at all, it's like I'm just waiting for something to fall down at the sky or I'm just waiting for the perfect time where I can talk to her and we know each other well.

Few terms had passed, and our thesis was finally ... it's one hell of a term but we managed to overcome the hardest obstacle every Information Student have to tackle. I managed to make and advance to our first internship and this is when the best turn in my life started.

I started my internship at the 23rd of November and I'm having my internship at SMX Convention Center, Mall of Asia. I got a great position there, I'm a network administrator/OJT there and after two weeks, they're already planning to absorb me. It's a great achievement for me and I'm happy to make the university proud. Whenever I do something and they love it, I just smile and say...

"I just made FIT much honorable than ever." ...

I'm doing great here so far but it seems like they're wondering about something... about me... they're always asking, don't you have a girlfriend ? they're always asking this question whenever they thought of it and my response ?

"I don't have one." ...

Now that they know why they begun introducing girls to me like... what the hell guys ? am I running out of time to search the girl who'll bring back all the harmony in my heart and will make me speak words that no one had ever heard before ? They introduced like, almost all of the girls on SMX but no matter how bright they're shining... my heart won't just beat the same way it did long time ago. As an intern, I also have a the rights to have a vacation, my family and I flew all the way to Singapore in search of relaxation and a gift to me because, I've never experienced life outside the Philippines so they gave me an opportunity, we stayed there for 4 days and I saw how poor our country have become, we're no match to Singapore when it comes to everything. I didn't do much things there, I just enjoyed the cheap things there and the atmosphere, but when the time comes to buy some souvenirs, I felt something... something about what I'm about to buy, I feel like I should reserve two special souvenirs because I feel like I would give it to someone... someone that will be so special to me and so I did and as we traveled back to Philippines, it's the same boring stuff again and the office calling me Mr. Singapore all of the sudden. As time pass by, Yanie messaged me begging for me to help her at her final skills exam in cisco and without any discussion I immediately said yes because I know what it feels like at her situation, I survived 5 cisco subjects and none of them is easy to deal with, in addition to her begging for help,  I also began wondering if Yanie passed their thesis defense, but I don't want to ask her directly... I wanted to know it from someone who has deep bonds to her. Saying YOLO I sent a message to tammy...

"Tammy, Yanie just passed their thesis defense right ? " ...

amazingly she replied saying ...