i have never keep a journal or dairy before but i always wanted to. i always hated writing so that is why im here so i can type this stuff down
its 1:43 am here at my house. its dark outside duh. im such a dumb ass sometimes. no one likes me; i mean i have friends but im sure they all secretly hate me ik they do. i mean how could u like a giant fatass lard who likes men. yea i like men to fucking bad idc what people say or do because ik its all true. i do have a bf that i love with all my heart and he loves me or at least thats what he says and people tell me.i do believe it but i just dont see how anyone could like someone like me. im ugly af. always talking dirty but i just do that to try make them laugh few friends liked that part about me or they did i mean i was so tight with this one guy we talked about different stuff an were best friends so i thought. ever since i came out on facebook about being bi he hasnt really talked or tried to hang out with me even though he commented and said u finaly admitted it. idk why but idc that was bout 2 months ago. but yea my life sucks.
GOODBYE,
KOLE
sorry these are gonna be short journal entries thats why its short.
