M I C H A E L
It's been a week since I was at the club and got roofied. It's been awhile since I've left my apartment. Luke kept trying to get me to go out and do something other than sit inside but I didn't want to.
I can't count the times I've showered this week. I've never felt more disgusting than now. After hearing what happened to me, that's all I could think about.
Something that's kept me busy is Ryan. She has come over every day to check up on me. I'm not sure why she does that, but I'm not complaining. I like Ryan's company.
Speak of the devil, a knock is heard at my door. I get up from the bar stool at my kitchen counter and answer the door to be met with Ryan.
"Hey," I smile at her.
"How are you?" She asks.
"Feeling good. I've kept myself busy today."
"What have you done?"
"Sleep,"
This causes her to scoff and roll her eyes.
"Oh my god, Michael," she shakes her head.
"What?" I screech, putting my hands up in defense.
"Why don't we go out and get some food?" She asks, touching my arm which causes me to flinch.
"Sorry," I scratch the back of my neck.
"It's okay," she assures me, stepping away from me.
"Um, yeah we can get food I guess. Let me get dressed,"
~*~
I finally went somewhere that wasn't my apartment or the bathroom; McDonald's!
Ryan let me get whatever I wanted, so we got McDonalds. It wasn't that crowded, thankfully, so I felt pretty comfortable.
Going out in public makes me feel like everyone is just staring at me like they know what happened. It doesn't help that fans were coming up to me as we walked down the street to go to the restaurant. I felt bad for saying no, but I really wasn't in the mood for pictures, or a conversation at all for that matter.
I didn't even really talk to Ryan when we sat down and ate our food. There wasn't much to talk about, so we just ate our food in silence.
On our way back to the apartment complex we got stopped by paparazzi asking us questions about our relationship because that's all they really care about. This really set me off.
My blood started boiling and all I could do was speed up my steps and hope they would leave me alone.
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