M I C H A E L
I finally saw her. I missed her so much. I never thought I would see her again but I did and now I'm extremely happy. She makes me happy. Although we aren't together, just knowing she is here makes me so happy.
Also, I can't believe that she still had my necklace on. I know it sounds stupid to get excited about but I gave it to her to have a piece of me with her when I'm away and she still had it on. God, I'm so happy right now.
When I went back home, Luke kept asking me questions about her. I answered them but all I could think about was seeing her again.
We broke up almost two years ago, and although I've been with other girls during these two years, they aren't Ryan.
Ryan makes me happy. Those girls-yeah they made me happy, but not the kind of happy Ryan made me.
She always let me know that everything was going to be okay. She assured me that it wasn't the end of the world if I had fallen in front of thousands of people or said something stupid in an interview. She knew the right things to say at any time. And most of all she loved me and that was amazing.
I've never been genuinely in love with someone who also loved me back. I always end up getting hurt because I love too much but with her the feeling was mutual.
And to this day I still wonder why we couldn't make it work. I will always hate myself because I didn't give our relationship a chance.
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