R Y A N
Something that still pisses me off is going to school every morning or afternoon and someone will always ask me 'didn't you date Michael Clifford from that band?'
It's been almost two years and the lower classmen always ask me that. The thing about it that bugs me is what happens after they say his name. Every memory we had together comes rushing back to my brain and then I start to miss him.
I've been so good without him but every time someone brings up his name I break down and sometimes I think about getting him back. What if one day I texted him again and he rejected me?
Something else I think of is how different everything would be if we never broke up. Where would I be if we never broke up? Where would he be?
God, I really did love him. I still do. I will never stop loving him. He was the first person I actually felt something with. He was my everything. And I still miss him.
I hate boys.
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me and ryan have a lot in common
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