R Y A N
After class this morning I invited Michael over. We've been getting along a lot recently. I'm so happy we hang out more. I really enjoy having Michael around.
"So what do you want to do?" Michael asks, flopping down on my bed next to me.
"Nothing,"
"Sounds fine to me," he rolls over, laying almost on top of me.
"What are you doing?"
"You're boobs are really comfortable," he mumbles.
"Why are you on top of me?"
"Because I wanna be close to you,"
"Michael you were just sitting next to me that's close enough,"
"No it's not," he whines.
"You're so annoying,"
"Thanks babe,"
I roll my eyes but put my attention back to Criminal Minds on the TV.
"Hey, Ryan,"
"Yes, Michael?"
"What are we?"
"Why do you have to do this?"
"Do what?"
"You have to ask such serious questions when we're literally just not doing anything. Can we just relax please?"
"Are you serious right now?" Michael lifts his body off of me to look at me. "Ryan, we've kissed multiple times and you seem to enjoy it just as much as me. Friends don't kiss each other, Ryan–especially like that."
"Then what do you want? You asked me. Shouldn't you know?"
"I don't know what I want because almost two years ago I wanted you and it was taken away from me. I don't want that to happen again,"
"But you're not on tour anymore, Michael, we couldn't make it work back then,"
"But what's gonna happen when I go back to work? This break isn't gonna last forever,"
"Can we figure that out when it comes to that point? I just want you and only you,"
Michael takes my hand in his, intertwining our fingers and falling back down on the bed next to me.
"Can I kiss you now?"
"Go right ahea–"
Michael unhooks his hand from mine and places them on my cheeks, kissing me with more passion than the last time.
I roll over, straddling his waist as we continue to kiss. I run my hands through his black hair that I dyed just a few weeks ago.
"You don't know how much you mean to me," Michael mumbles, kissing my jawline and soon my neck.
Instead of saying anything I just continue to kiss him like it's my last time.
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