Think Lovely Thoughts

Twenty

LA, USA
July 25th
Miley's POV

My single drops today, and I couldn't be more excited. I was on the air with Ryan Seacrest and we were talking about a lot of different things: Kyle, Liam, the engagement, and basically anything new.

"So, Miley. When will your album drop?" Ryan asks.

"Um, August 23rd." I answer.

"And what about a tour? Will there be a tour?" Then I smile.

"Yeah."

"Perfect! When?"

"It'll probably start October 10th. That's what I'm planning."

"And now, we've all been wondering...when are you and Liam getting married?" Then I laugh.

"Um, well. We haven't set a date." I lie. "We're still working on it."

"Okay. Maybe after the tour then?" He asks, and I nod. Then I take a drink of my water. "And what about kids?" Then I choke on my water.

"Um..." Then I clear my throat and take another drink of water.

"Wait- are you pregnant?" Then I choke again.

"Ryan. I'm not pregnant. Nor plan to be for quite some time." Then I laugh nervously. "I uh- Liam and I are waiting." Then he nods.

"That's good. So how are your families taking everything?"

"Well they were really happy when Liam and I got back together. They were even more happy when we said we were engaged. They were- I mean will be happy once we're married." Nice save, Miley. "So yeah."

"Well I'm glad everyone's excited for you and Liam. All of your fans were happy when you said you were engaged again. I was too." Then I laugh.

"Well thanks."

"Why'd you choke when I asked about kids? Are you pregnant?" Then I shake my head.

"No no, no. No Ryan, I'm not. We always use- never mind. What we do isn't your business." Then I laugh nervously. "When am I gonna be able to play my single? Ha ha ha..." I say nervously. I was making a fool of myself.

"Actually, you can play it now." He says.

"I can press this button?!" I ask excitedly, then he nods. I push the button and it plays my single-- Nightmare. When it was over, Ryan looked like he was really impressed with the song.

"Wow, Miley! Nightmare! Really good. Really good."

"Thanks." I say with a smile.

"Now, when can we be expecting children?"

"Ryan?"

"Yes Miley?" He asks politely.

"That's uh...something even Liam and I haven't discussed. And the media and everyone will know that we're planning on having kids when I'm pregnant."

"You were pregnant before, correct?" Then I get choked up.

"Uh, yeah."

"With a girl?"

"Boy." Then I clear my throat. "I uh, yeah. It was a boy."

"And how'd you lose the baby?"

"Well I went into preterm labor and he didn't make it. I was only about four months."

"I'm sorry to hear that. That whole story wasn't in the magazine. It just said you lost a baby."

"Yeah, well there's the whole story. The baby also belonged to Kyle Smith."

"The guy that verbally, physically, emotionally, and sexually abused you?" Then I nod. "Wow, that's too bad, Miley. I'm so sorry for that."

"Well it's all over and done with, so I don't need to worry about him anymore."

"That's good. I'm glad you don't worry about him. Well, I am stoked for this album and tour. I don't know about anyone else."

"Thanks Ryan." I say, then smile.

"No problem, Miley. I hope to have you on here again."

"It was a pleasure being here." Then we go off the air.

"Thanks for being here Miley."

"Yeah...uh...why'd you keep asking about Liam and me having kids?" I reply.

"The viewers wanna know, I was just asking."

"Okay."

"I'll see ya later. Bye." Then I walk out, and Liam walks over to me to take me to his car.

"You did great."

"I choked on my water twice." I say.

"Because he asked you personal questions. And I could hear you were getting choked up about Michael Joshua." Then I nod, and we walk out of the building with fans screaming and crowding Liam and me. I signed some stuff and took pictures before I got in Liam's car. I got in the passenger seat, and he got in the driver's side. He started the car and drove away after we buckled up.

"So, that sounded like it went well."

"I think it did." I say.

"Good. Ryan's pretty cool, he's nice and everything."

"Yeah. Before we went on air he said he was really happy we were back together. He said you were always his favorite."

"Wow, that's cool." He says with a smile. Then he looks at me for a second.

"What?" I ask.

"Nothing, I'm just happy you're mine. Officially. When are we moving in together?"

"Really?" I ask, surprised.

"Well yeah. We are married now."

"You don't care if I smoke and bring my friends?"

"Just don't screw up the house and I'll be fine."

"Thanks. I was waiting for you to ask about moving in together."

"Well I'm surprised you didn't bring it up, Miley."

"I wasn't sure if you were ready."

"Well we are married. Like I said." Liam says, then I sigh. "What's wrong baby?"

"Nothing, I'm just...kind of dreading going on tour."

"What? Why Miles?" He asks. "You love going on tour."

"I know...but I just wanna start a family."

"Hey, we're even close than we were before. We've got what? Like...eight months to wait? Is that how long an average tour lasts?"

"About that much time, yeah. But I don't wanna wait eight whole months." I complain. "I want one now."

"Miles, you know we gotta wait. You don't wanna go through what you went through before again."

"I know."

"My house or yours?" He asks.

"Mine if that's okay." Then he nods.

When we got to my house, I changed into sweats and A baggy t-shirt, then Liam and I sat on my couch and watched TV for a while. We just kind of hung out until Liam wanted to go back to his house. After Liam went home, I made myself some dinner and watched more TV. Liam and I texted until it was later. I decided to go to bed around 11:00 PM, and so I said goodnight to him. I got undressed and into bed, and quickly drifted off to sleep after thinking about Liam and everything. My last thought was what my tour was gonna be like, and I was happy Liam was gonna be there with me.