all of the stars [phan-completed]

5/7

i tried to ignore you, but you were everywhere. my phone was filled with pictures of us that i could not bring myself to delete. our- no, my apartment, was filled with pictures of us together, cracks in the frames from the time i threw them at the wall.

we were best friends, soulmates, boyfriends, lovers, and everything in between. now? now it's as if we never met.

i loved you. hell, i still love you.

but you don't feel the same way.

you'll never feel the same way.

can i wipe my memory? can i start over? can i go back to 2009 and make sure we never met?

it wouldn't work. you always said we were soulmates, and soulmates always find their way back to each other.

maybe if i hadn't proposed that night we would still be together. maybe you really weren't ready. maybe i had gone to far.

but i'll never know what i did wrong.

i can never change what i did, and neither can you.

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