I was so pissed, you don't just do that to another guy right in front of his girlfriend. Is he stupid? He could've ruined mine and Lucis relationship. He nearly did to. God damn it...I don't want to upset him but he really shouldn't have done that.
I decided that I would go over to Lucis house for a while and then go home. I told Jim that I wouldn't be working for a while. Jim was okay with that, he doesn't pay me very much anyway. I'm avoiding Blair at all cost. I don't know how I'm supposed to act around him now. Am I just supposed to act like that never happened or tel him how it is, but I've already done that.
When I got home I went straight up to my room and layed down on my bed. I didn't want to avoid Blair. I just didn't know what to do. I don't like guys, I should've been less blunt. This whole thing is scary and confusing. I was thinking about all the things that lead up to this. I guess I did kind of make him like me in a way. I don't know.
I looked at at my floor, where he and him had layed the first time he's ever spent the night. I tgen looked at my hands and slowly put them together loosely intertwining my fingers. I sat there just thinking about that day, and all the things that had happened. I looked at my hands. What the fuck am I doing?
Maybe I...maybe I should talk to him...but...I don't want him to try anything...maybe I should invite him over again...he hasn't been to my place in a while. Maybe, just...maybe. I say there thinking long and hard about that. All night until I fell asleep.
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Sweet N' Savory
RandomI wrote this about three to four years ago, I took it off wattpaf even though tons of people read it. I decided to bring it back along with my other books :)))
