Chapter 14 (Jays perspective)

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What I thought was going to be a fun surprise turned out to be a big emotional mess. First I'm crying, then him. Come to think of it, I've never seen him cry until now. When he started tearing up I was pissed. Why the fuck was he crying now? So I blurted out, "why are you crying now?". He looked at me slightly surprised. "Because...because I...I don't know!" He said slowly then yelling. I just looked at him.

"Can you please just...I...let me clean this up..." he said weakly. "Fine" I said still angrily as I stepped out and turned the lights on. He began wiping his blood up and looked in the mirror sadly. He's so damn difficult with everything, he pisses me off. Why the hell does he act so weird? That's all I could think as I watched him cleaned up the blood. I looked at the razor, it was sightly rusty.

After he was done he walked out looking at me. I looked at his arms. There was alot of scars, almost as many fresh ones. They were still bleeding. He sat down where he sleeps and looked down. I grabbed a napkin and grabbed his arm putting the napkin on it. He jumped a little and looked at me. It seemed as if a million things were running through his mind at once.

What could he possibly be thinking about? Why is he so happy around me? Why does he look at me weird like that, what does it mean? Why did he grab my hand that one time? Why does he hate my girlfriend? Why does Luci hate him? Why does he always seem upset when I call him my friend? Does he like me? No, that would be weird. He couldn't, could he? So many unanswered questions.

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